right..i dunno wat to blog but ppl keep asking me update so..i update lor..
hmm..this week didnt kinda go well..i got SICK..and yes..real sick with a fever of 38.8 degrees celcius...didnt recover till the next day..and well..u noe my mum..she always use "scolding" as "caring" when you're sick..so i got "scolded"..and the scolding continues for a few days..because i havent recover..
i was real angry you noe..when i got scolded and stuff..having serious headaches and i hafta sweep the floor, go downstairs repeatedly, pack my brother's toys..etc etc..things that made my headache got worst la..so i was very angry..and also today, i got a serious scolding..saying i'm lazy, lousy, not hardworking, always nv obey my mum, everytime takes her words as er bian feng, didnt respond when she called for me, keep sms-ing, keep sitting infront of e computer, keep watching tv, nv clean up the living, nv wipe cupboards n tv, nv wash bags, nv wash socks..blah blah blah whole load of stuff..den when i kept quiet she scolded and said i always ren qi tun sheng, well the reason's simply because i once responded and voiced out my opinion..in the end it still ends up me being scolded..MORE..including daddy's n sister's "reprimands"..that's why this time i dont want to reply..instead i cried..(well no one could control tears wat..) and she would go "everytime i scold you you cry.." sigh..den when she was nagging i stood and waited for her to finish because jus in case she says i dun wanna listen to her words..in the end she was like"why're you still standing there? waiting for me to finish har.." den she continued..sigh..parents..wat can i do to please her?
smtimes they can jus fight over A BOWL OF RICE..yes a bowl of rice..and the rest of the night they would leng zhan..(cold war)..and of cos the children are the ones who suffer more..because once you made a tiny mistake, thats it..the "scolding" comes..so i decided to jus stay in my room..in the end i got scolded for always hiding in the room and sitting at my desk, not helping do housework..
yea well..dunno how to end la huh..haha..jus trying to vent my anger here..overall, i'm jus..TROUBLED
it's a place for my thoughts.
