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dead blog here..tht has been cremated n buried or smth for like 2 mths++ heh..yea well i decided to be funny n come blog?o.o but i doubt anyone would come n read..
today went to kindergarten again to do cid service learning..lol i think those kids r like soo cute?although some are quite rowdy(yes..nods in agreement) but still, when they are like so tiny n cute everything they do tends to make u giv a big big smile!!hehe :]
somehow, i nowadays realise tht there are actually such cases whereby u hve to pretend tht u dun really care about the bad side of them n jus stay on as happy n get on with ur life..but i also realise tht its quite difficult for me to bear with those ppl..u noe is like the way they talk?n the way they act..is like"uuurgghh..."i dunno how to put it..is either they hve serious attitude problem or they just purposely wan to go against you or smth..everything u do in their eyes seems to be wrong n the things tht they do seems to be the most right ones..like i mean hello?its my stuff n i decide how to do it lo..u dun like it then too bad la..dun hve to show those kinda attitude n contribute to ppl's bad mood rite...u think its not good doesnt neccessary mean its not good wad..lol..what's my problem?lol i dunno..maybe jus trying to do things tht i wna do?its not as if everything i do needs approval lo..u can jus ignore ok..i mean if is wna care bout my stuff but u always use those methods of caring(i suppose it is) den i rather u dun care n treat my doings as nothing at all..perhaps tht really will help me..better than giving a pissed-off face n showing me ur attitude n expect me to face tht kinda situation n take all ur scoldings n hear all those suan-ing..save it la..then aft tht u come back to me like nth happen at all n wad do i do?continue to pretend tht i dun care n jus act per normal..yea yea then u all start talking behind my back bout how bad i am or wadever bad stuff..then in the end come back n act nth-hpn..unhappy with me jus say la..dun need to show through little little actions de lo..i dun mind being told straight in the face ok..better than showing me ur attitude..
haha..interesting happening eh?yea well girls all hve different ways of expressing i suppose..above was jus an observation of mine..not like anyone would read this post la i mean nobody comes here anw..haha..but if u hpn to be reading this then u get wad i'mtrying to say..lol i seriously dunno wad will hpn..heh
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