once again i say "hi". it has been a very depressing week due to my results. can u believe i failed terribly for chinese compo!? this proves that my chinses is not good ok..c'mon la it's 39/90..dont even think about telling me its quite ok..because it is not!!! yea well..told my mum..got scolded. sort of used to it.but really..now i know jus how lousy i am.
a few days ago through a conversation with my friend i thought through and realise how complicated my class is..every single one of us is complicated..be it behavior, characteristics, way of expressing etc..all are complicated.some ppl has hidden meanings behind their words or the text that they type out..only people who understands can realise how shocking the truth is. some ppl dont mean wat they say..although they sound very convincing. sometimes when you talk to the person, instead of listening carefully to every single word, why not look at the person's eyes and you will know whether it is true or not.smiles may look common over some ppl's faces..but there are times when the person isn't even smiling..but pretending to..to put it in a harsh way, its called "faking". after asking a few guys in my class, i realise they are all despo(yes THAT kind of despo).haha..somehow they admit themselves that they are despo..so interesting..go down the register list and i thought that..yea well its true that almost all are despo. girls in my class are very special..because alot of times they do not mean what they say..ALOT of times..even promises are not true anymore..although there's only 4 days left in which the class can stay together, somehow i found out alot by observations these few days. i cant wait to leave this class and get out of this complicated world, but yet i cant bear to do so either..haha..self-contradicting..but i guess i know that i dont really want to leave this class.
today was learning fest and art fest. learning fest wasn't a total success but at least we managed to produce something during last minute hard work. i dun really noe the process of how my class decorate the room cos..i was late for school..hee woke up at 7.30 you noe..really sry la huh. wasted alot of newspaper for this learning fest..haha..cant imagine the amount of litter we produced..really pity the person who was on bin-duty today. arts fest was..not really enjoyable. some of them sang..terribly out-of-tune..haha..some sang off beat..some had very nice voices..there was this sec3 girl whom i cant remember her name..wow i really envy her voice..its like..so nice! hmm..maybe i shall take part next year too..haha..see first la huh
hmm..trying to figure out how to make my posts interesting..but somehow i cant..too bad lor..maybe next time you ppl can tell me wat i should include in my post?haha..no school tmr..going vivo city to watch deathnote..also i would like to say that gong rocks man..so NICE! "花香满园亭 亭园满香花..." so funny..hee..anyway gotta go..sorry if my post isn't entertaining enough la huh..still in the process of learning..bye =]
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