lollipoped

2011-07-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

mmm i've been spending my holidays like stoning + driving + more stoning = fat.

hais i dno why its like when im free i cant find ppl to go out with and when i'm not free ppl start asking me out.oh wells i guess my time allocation sucks huh.

anyways im gna go to ntu sports camp so YAY IM FREAKING EXCITED!

biz camp?ehh faster inform ppl leyy haha damn hard to plan my time if im nt informed as to whether im going or not.hmm.

ok so now my infatuated-guy is like mia, i shall just give up.

ok good choice.give up and pretend he doesn't exist.

mm andd i soooo want to be as skinny as my younger sis.why cant i just be like slimmer?its driving me nuts URGH!

have to stop eating so much now.

control control control!

am going out with rachel tmr.looking forward! :)

goodlooking guys can be such jerks sometimes.

2011-05-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

"oh.okay=)"

that was the best that i can come up with as a reply.

hais oh wells guess its not possible alr right?

but then again, it depends on whether i believe it.

so should i believe it?

maybe it is all a fake.

but if it's true,

friends is always a good choice=)

what now?

2011-05-26T21:43:00.005+08:00

Tell you what:

I'm officially SO infatuated with this guy.

i can't stop thinking about him, i go crazy when he replies my message,

i think i'm insane.

i just can't help it.

he IS the guy i've been looking for.

but yet, he is so hard to get.

hais..reply me more often please?:)

heartheart.

in the meantime,

please don't be in love with someone else.

2011-05-08T15:01:00.002+08:00

urggghhhhh scary dream ytd.

now i totally dont feel like going to work anymore.

thanks to you.

2011-04-09T17:22:00.003+08:00

blogging time = thinking too much time.

just now was, WEIRD?

the urge to lie on your shoulder again,

to touch your face again,

to intertwine in your fingers again,

to hug you close again,

to kiss your lips again,

was so strong.

So strong.

it was almost unbearable.

tell me what's wrong with me.

right now, i can only say that i wish i can tell you,

please don't be in love with someone else.

2011-02-15T13:50:00.002+08:00

hello.

hmmm yesterday was valentine's and i had a really troubled one.

which part of i want to stay single do you not understand?after my bad first boyfriend experience, i really wna take a break.

just a break of a few months.

a few months.ok.

its not that i dislike you, i know you're really nice to me and everyone else.

truth be told, i have never ever met such a nice guy before.seriously.

i know that if i really accepted you, i will be well loved.

but, i dno maybe you're just not my type?

or maybe, it's just the wrong time.

whatever it is, i really want to take a break now.

i'm happy, being single.

so please respect my decision.

treat me as a friend.

i'm prepared to forget everything that happened yesterday.are you?

let me stay this way.if you really like me, let me stay happy.

and i like it the way it is now.

sorry.

2010-05-22T10:39:00.003+08:00

hey!stop taking my things and making them evil!

i want them there as per normal,happy and lively.

stop making it hard for everybody else.

the world doesn't freaking revolve around you so, stop it.

you are not tht significant as you think you are.

and seriously,you better start treating your friends well because i really don't think you deserve such good friends.

it's pretty obvious they treat you like a true friend.

why don't you start treating them like your true friend and stop exploiting them.

2010-05-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

give me a friend.

2010-04-23T22:53:00.001+08:00

today,
we won YJC with 1-0
really happy for us!
but, i think i didnt give it my best.
it's okay!i'll put in my most the next match!
i'm really tired
from the amt of hmwk i completed this week,i think i'm proud of myself
well done yeejin.
and now, i'm so tired
i just want to rest at home
please, dont ask me to go out
cos i just won't budge and i won't move.

2010-04-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

oooooooh

read some stuffs on the net and i'm kinda like thinking if i've been wasting my life away

haha okay hope my life will become good!

saw the newspaper..pity the earthquake victims..but then again, nobody knows when it'll happen. when it comes it comes..when it happens and breaks everything up, everythings just gone.

mm well, i think for my case it's gone. haha but what can we do?

i think i'll just juat carry on with life until it comes back again.

it's suppose to be a cycle i guess?

i don't want to be thinking yeejin

2010-04-12T22:23:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
i'm laughing at myself for the following reasons:
1. stepped on a ball during match with a hilarious hello-im-a-pro-defender-pose
2. think too much AGAIN
3. hopelessly fail at trying to be un-fat

hais.life sucks

2010-04-10T23:56:00.002+08:00

hey world

the girl felt left out. wondering if she's just jealous or being childish but hmm..yup she is left out..obvious enough..then she thought maybe the newspaper was right..that the personality that belongs to her always portrays a very optimistic and cheerful outside but deep within her she knows she belongs no where..she is just by herself.

well, maybe the girl has to find a way to feel "belonged", or maybe she should just live with it. but then again, one may think that she is just thinking too much (as usual)..well who knows?

maybe, she just needs a friend.

-everyone likes to have a companion for a drink, and the girl wants a companion for her joy-

2010-03-28T17:04:00.001+08:00

- so go get your shovel, and we'll dig a deep hole
to bury the castle, bury the castle-

2010-03-26T23:30:00.003+08:00

one smile one wave made my day : )

"falling so hard, so fast this time

what did i say, what did you do?"

2010-03-25T17:39:00.003+08:00

and it's one of the days when i'm feeling so down i'm here to blog.

somehow i realise when i'm feeling rlly messed up and i need to talk..like say smth, i'll be here to blog.haha guess thats why i haven't deleted this blog even though it's as good as dead.

hmm i dno is it because my mensus are coming or is it i'm gg bughouse or at risk of getting depression, i feel that nothing seems to be able to light me up recently..like not much stuff can actually make me feel happy and able to smile with my true feelings..haha and i wonder why is that so

maybe im just being lame..who knows?somehow i just feel empty.

when i'm in school..all i do is lessons, eat, say hi to a few friends, more lessons, home.

when i'm at home, i'll be finding stuff to eat, fetching brother, listening to all the mahjong scrambling sounds, the loud talkings of the aunties, bathe, dinner,hmwk,sleep.

boring life.like really REALLY boring.

i want smth interesting in my life.but how?when will that actually happen?i have no idea.

hais.sometimes, i really hate studying.studying is so..AVERAGE. like everybody in sg of my age are leading this kinda life!just studying studying so tht next time can get a job get married have kids die. it's so according to routine.i don't want it.it sucks to be so normal.i want to be abnormal.but seriously, i think my life so far is nothing but pathetically boring.

hais.

screwed up life.

when will life seem more happy for me?

seriously, i don't know when.

and when will you be here for me?

i hope it's coming soon.

2010-02-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

wow.
it's so weird.that there are ppl who actually visited my blog.
i thought my post would just be left there and nobody would bother.
haha.
it's weird.that you actually come and visit right when i posted something.
interesting.
well, yup i agree. things won't ever be the same i guess.something just happens and this will just be stuck in our minds.
but then again, maybe it'll all go away with the wind.
true enough, i've pang-sehed friends for bf.but then again, i learnt my lesson.this year esp, i've finally understood how stupid i was to do that.
but then again, nvm. thats a different topic.
well i would dare say that i do treat you like a normal friend for now.i don't hate you. i'm serious. i just thought well maybe i need some time to get things sorted out.
but then again, it's so hard to sort things out when you hear different stuff from different people.
and i guess thats the reason why until now,
things are still like that.
anyway, hope you get the point.
i don't hate you.

2010-02-20T01:04:00.004+08:00

long time since i last posted. but today, i'm here to post.reason being i just read smth about myself somewhere else.and i feel i have the need to blurt out the uproar of emotions in my heart.

seriously, WHO IS THE ONE AT FAULT!

c'mon..if you nv get the full story let me tell you why am i actually doing this..in case you never knew, my family have always been against the idea of having you as my good friend. and i've defended you in front of them again and again and again UNTIL IM SO SICK AND TIRED SOMETIMES BUT EVENTUALLY i still defended you.

i didnt mention or even hint that i am the one who is right and of cos, i wont even dare to say that i have done alot for you. but seriously, even before all these starts to happen, I'VE ALL ALONG FELT NEGLECTED.

maybe is the issue of being in different classes..maybe i don't even belong in your social circle.whatever, now it doen't seem to bother anyone anymore.including me.

neglected for like dno how many times but i didnt voice it out because i always thought tht if u treat me truthfully like a close friend in your heart, someday you will come and get me. and guess what? oops you didn't.

why am i not surprised at all-

having common friends might be the toughest thing for me nowadays..it's just obviously impossible to talk to some of my friends anymore since they're with you. somehow it feels like i have to draw myself out in order to feel comfortable.

in the first place, why did things turn out like that? i seriously have no idea.

sometimes, i hate to admit it, but yes i do miss the times we spent together. the album you gave me, i kept it safe and nice in my drawer..sometimes take it out and flip through the pages, and then i just feel like' hey, where's my friend?' and then i will just wake up and like 'oh, she isn't one for me anymore.'

i just can't bring myself to do it.

perhaps you might think that i'm over-reacting to all the little things that happened. i thought they were nothing much to bother in the first place. however, when they all chain up together and bind me like some horrifying rope, i realise i am really hurt.

tears.

you know how much of that flowed because of you?oh, maybe now you think i'm drama.truth be told, i'm totally surprised that i feel so much about you.

and you know what?forget it. maybe someday these misunderstandings will clear away on its own.maybe they'll stay there forever.but sometimes i really have the urge to throw this question at your face:

DO YOU DARE TO SAY THAT YOU HAVE ALWAYS TREAT YOUR FRIENDS WELL?

seriously, i know i'm not the only one hurt out there.maybe th rest are just more forgiving than me. i always thought i have good patience and good temper..but somehow in this case, none of that holds for me anymore.

why am i typing this chunk of shitty words here?i hve absolutely no idea.

maybe you don't even feel the same anymore..maybe you really are devastated by the loss?lol..who am i kidding.

all i know is, if we're meant to be friends, perhaps someday we'll be back tgt again.

but before that,all i can say is that

i'm sorry.

i have to make myself tolerate this for the time being.

2009-11-04T21:02:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOO

its been quite some time since i last blogged hahaha..

well im happy to announce tht i got a job and am happy with the job:]

haha met a guy at work who has the same birthday as me! but one year younger la hahaha

decided to initiate some hiong op rehearsals tmr..haha sorry group mates wo3 shi4 wei4 le4 wo3 men2 de group zhao2 xiang3

okay so what hpn recently?uh i realise my november schedule is super super packed hahaha oh no feel quite cui3 sometimes but oh well..I WILL SURVIVE!

am very happy and would like to thank bay hui shan for being my first customer for my painted shoes haha

am very happy that sharman lai zhi qi likes her birthday shoes too:]

ok so now hvn go bathe yet..can feel my legs sticky against the chair haha gross!todays training is like one of the most un-productive one i think..everybody like siansian one..

and just now received captain's sms tht tmr's pt and training are both cancelled!!HAPPINESS FILLS ME!!!!!

haha ok yeejin says she have nothing much to talk about..

note to self:

MUST ACCOMPLISH OP

MUST WORKWORKWORK

MUST PUT IN MY BEST FOR SYC CAMP REHEARSALS

2009-10-20T23:10:00.003+08:00

WEATHER IS FREAKING HOT

okay nvm jus wanted to post smth here haha

anyway today laughed like crazy at ying ying when we went to sophia's house for pw..really very interesting haha but she was hilarious!!!!laughed till my whole body was cramped tgt i couldnt breathe please!

okay but i forgot what we were laughing at.

I WANT TO WATCH THAT !!! ^

2009-10-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

HOLIDAYS OFFICIALLY STARTS!

lol yay no more morning assemblys hahaha..but there's still PW!roarrrrrrr

okay nvm my last day of sch was rlly interesting!cos i went for the SYC camp briefing..den at tht place i met my neighbour!!is like i know he exists in my block but nv knew him as a friend..and after living tgt in the same block for 17 yrs we're finally friends!!haha so interesting..

okay so techincally speaking i think this camp would be quite exciting? no i dea yet but after hearing all the comments by past years ppl i think it'll be lotsa fun! feel so lucky to be chosen to go..

today was kinda boring..stayed home all day other thn tuition with my younger sis..and i was racking my brains trying to come up with a deisgn for the graffiti competition from health promotion board..lol in the end i decided i'll draw lots of SPERMS! haha inspired by NUM lol

speaking of NUM, i just learnt tht the reason why their sales people are all hunks is cos the big boss is a gay!interesting haha

oh man im so broke now..stressing over money for contacts ahh~

wish one fine day the sky would rain contact lenses for me:(

250 deg please!

2009-10-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

ME IS LONER

lol tmr is promotion day...so..NO SCHOOL! HURRAY HURRAY!

but, nobody wants to go out with me..or i shld say..i cant find someone to go out with me!!!!ahhhh suckstobeme!

oh well..im a loner..why am i a loner?hais..i cant stand it anymore!!!!!

i'll go self-shopping tmr hmph!

by the way did i mention?I'M FREAKIN STRESSED OVER 4G CHALET AHHHHHHHHH~

2009-10-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

POOR LEGS!

hais my legs are seriously over-strained. since tuesday i had muscle ache..wed there was training..then the muscle ache worsen and continued till today, where i had 1hr running to and fro hort park for pe in the first lesson and then had cca again at the end of the day..by cca time, my legs were like jellies!no energy to run at all..omg poor legs! i know it hurts..i can feel the pain..

anyway ytd i tried to relieve my muscle aches by putting ginger cream HAHAHA BIG MISTAKE!! why?co for the whole of today i've been walking and running around with seriously burning legs! so funny and uncomfy..lol its rlly weird you noe..the lskin just keeps burning and burning..until now when im blogging, it's still burning LOL

conclusion: dun use ginger cream to heal muscle aches.

i want all my friends to graduate with me!

2009-10-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

BUTT HURTS!

lol i cant even sit properly AHHH haha okay nvm..and the best news is, there's training and pe tmr! *faints*

okay..poor butt.

today went to queensway with friends to get new soccer boots haha and one of the friend bought these cool nike mecurial shoes!

haha super light too:]

okay have nth much to blog about..just put ginger cream on my aching areas..doesn't smell very nice LOL

was trying to set up my blogshop and i realise livejournal's so hard to use haha

but i figured it out anyway:]

2009-10-07T21:59:00.003+08:00

wednesday.
pw.
champs.
floorball.

oh well its like a typical afterexamwednesday but today is extremely saddening.

i just dun understand why the school wants to retain so many ppl..i mean like HELLO?WE'RE IN THE FIST YEAR OF IP AND YOU'RE RETAINING LIKE 20PLUS PPL??wow im sure that does prove alot of the BRILLIANT RESULTS of this program. and whats more, the results system is WONDERFULLY CRAFTED such that it throws people's 3months long of hard work all into the drain. THANKS ALOT DEAR SCHOOL!

im not retaining.some of my friends are.and did i mention one of this unlucky friend is like my 10years plus friend?oh great now i cant even graduate with her.THANKS.

i mean c'mon..let me tell you how they actually operate the WONDERFUL CRAFTED SYSTEM..see?the thing starts with when you fall sick on the day of exam.what do you do?oh..of cos..stay home and rest..LIKE WHO WILL GO EXAM WITH A SICKLY BODY-.- yup. so you didnt turn up,den what hpn?oh, retest.okay so you took the restest. and with much much motivation and tears and sweat and hardwork blahblah you FINALLY PASSED THE SUBJECT FOR THIS 60% OF THE OVERALL MARKS!!!and the best part? THE TEACHER TELLS YOU THAT THIS RESULT IS NOT TAKEN INTO ACCOUNT!den how do they take my result?oh simple: take the marks from the first half of the year, find your ranking of that mark in the level, get the marks of 5 ppl above you and 5 ppl below you and find the average.tada!your promotional exam marks.

PLEASE!WHAT HAS THE FIRST HALF OF THE YEAR GOT TO DO WITH PROMOTIONAL EXAMS?and did i mention after this complicated calculation the marks will just end up as a failure mark because everybody did badly for the first half of the year...seriously..after all the hardwork ppl finally passed and now you tell them that HEY HAHA SORRY TOO BAD YOUR HARD WORK IS TOTALLY CRAP:]and whats the result of this?oh i cant pass my subjects = RETAIN.

where is the fairness in this?i seriously dun understand why cant the school KIND teachers just take like one day to set an extra paper for the ppl who are taking retest..are they really so lazy they rather retain ppl than to let them enjoy the reward of their hardwork?what kind of a school would actually demoralise the students like that..it's just totally WRONG!

seriously man..if there's a petition letter, i'll be more than glad to put my pretty name on it.

2009-10-02T21:45:00.004+08:00

IM GG TO SLEEP

lol made an effort to try and post as frequent as i can! see?there's improvement being made haha

well i just realise that 5P chalet's like 16 17 18 nov den floorball chalet is like 19 20 21 nov..and im very sure i can only choose one chalet to go so i'll obviously choose floorball chalet! haha but still, i cant fork out the money like ahh how can a 16goingon17 girllike me be stressed over money!? roar i feel frustrated

oh well tmr got the career workshop again haha still thinking if i shld bring formal clothes..maybe if i bring and i wear i'll post a pic of myself here haha

looking forward to zoo trip on promotion day!

goodnight yeejin:]

2009-10-02T21:45:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

i suddenly feel like blogging lol so im here to type with my two fingers..

lol anyways today i finally got back my last paper---GP! and guess what, i got a C! tht's like the best grade in GP i've ever ever gotten in my whole J1 year lol lol..yay but it means tht i can promote haha *relieved!*

conclusion of grades for this promo exams:
A-maths
C-geog
C-elit
C-GP
E-econs

HAPPINESS FILLS ME! lol my hard hard mugging didnt disappoint myself after all! anyway im serious lo..over the sep holidays i totally forbid myself to go shopping..like ARRGH IT WAS HORRIBLE! but yea i hve to stick to my own promise luh..i despo until i go shopping in my own wardrobe HAHAHA like look at my own clothes(not like very nice) but still, rearranging them abit and putting them back nicely gives me a sense of happiness:] so i did it anyway haha DUN LAUGH AT ME!

so nowpromos are over, and i went shopping quite a few times..i rlly enjoyed ;ife aft promos..other than the fact tht im LOW ON CASH so i cant buy the pretty clothes i see when i shop..and there's this stinking PW tht im super super stressed over it now because i have this suppper strong feeling it's gg to turn out disastrous! ahh sorry my fellow grp mates you have a lousy leader..hais why am i the leader in the first place? sickening leh..urgh disgusted with my responsibility..

anyway ytd maths lecture was BORING and i ended up copying GP notes and drawing a countdown table to the last day of school which is 16 oct!!!haha its coming so soon!kinda rush..but i promise i'll make an effort to go around exploring the school site before i leave school!haha

things im gg to do in the holidays...yup i thought bout this when i was in aths lecture too HAHA:
1. GET A JOB
2. FINISH MY PW
3. SYC CAMP
4. CHALET!
5. LOSE FATS
6. SHOPPING!

i seriously wna get a nice job leh but i have tuition on sundays from 12-2 ahh make things so ma fan..summore got all e pw stuff..irritating!

okay nvm..anyway ytd i painted shoes for wenyi and sherry..den mummy was like urging me toopen a blogshop to sell the shoes i painted! haha do u think its a good idea? sigh i dno leh..like not much confidence in myself..maybe i'll consider doing tht over the hols?haha but i doubt ppl will even noe of my blogshop lol

okay i shld stop my post now IM SO STRESSED OVER PW! roar..today is rejection day cos i got rejected roar! lol 'I' group personality rlly cannot tahan rejection leh..sian sian sian..okay nvm get over it yeejin!haha

there's training tmr morning..how exciting --,

2009-07-09T21:35:00.007+08:00

I CHANGED A NEW SKIN~

yipee!finally the reddish thing is gone for good haha..so im here to post bout my life recently..

1) I WENT TO AUSTRALIA- BRISBANE & SYDNEY FROM 4THJUNE TILL 12TH JUNE!

details and photos of this trip shall be posted on the next post haha

2) I GOT A FLU! on the 7th day after my return from aust and it kinda lasted for 5days++..my nose was like on a marathon and it ran for 5days + until i couldnt take it anymore and i went to the polyclinic t see a doctor. somehow the doctor is very concerned that i got H1N1 so i was like sent to NUH in an ambulance from the polyclinic.then i was entered into the A&E and they kinda quarantine me there for 1hour plus before sending me home.they took my mucus sample for lab test.anyway that's not the main point..the thing is, i received a bill from them ytd and guess what!?THE BILL COST 172.50BUCKS even after government subsidy!!!and i didnt even went there at my own will..they send me there just because i have a flu and now they expect me to spend so much money juus for a 1-hour stay at the hospital?like this is so UNFAIR!sobs:( but i've recovered quite long ago now..

3) MYE! oh no..i took h2 econs paper first, followed by h2 maths, then h1 e lit and lastly h2 geog. however, out of these 4 papers, i think i'm gg to fail 2 (mainly the last 2 that i took).hais im kinda super worried..but i cant do anyth now uh..tmr getting back econs and maths..AHH PRAY HARD HARD I GET NICE GRADES!haha..maybe i shld start studying for EOY..its like 2mths from now..SCHOOL LIFE FLIES!

4) I GOT A NEW PENCIL CASE AGAIN AGAIN! haha like real..guess what?i just changed the bling on my pencil case..i.e, i RE-BLING MY PENCIL CASE! look at the picture..actually for reference you can scroll down down and see my old post that shows my firs attempt of bling pencil case..im kinda creative right?haha:]

5) I WATCHED TRANSFORMERS:REVENGE OF THE FALLEN and its so so so soooooo nice! omg I LOVE BUMBLE BEE!~ haha i shall put a nice pic of bumble bee here! I WANT A YELLOW CAMARO!<3>

okay i guess thats all?haha

2009-04-09T22:12:00.004+08:00

DAVID ARCHULETA IS SO CUTE!
GUESS WHAT? HE SMILED AND WAVED AT ME!
HIS VOICE WAS SO PERFECT SINGING "LIVE"..OH MAN I TOTALLY LOVE HIS SONGS..HAHA
I WANT HIS ALBUM:( $$ PLEASE?HEE

2009-03-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

i finally found the answer.i finally understood. i finally know what is the wrong thing going in between this.

2009-03-12T21:07:00.003+08:00

HELLO to my uh..supportive readers of this dead blog heehee:]

i'm here to blog cos i'm installing some geog program on my com and i'm BORED so i shall mentioned a few stuff bout school ba

hais i think my school life these few days(mainly this week) can only be described in one word CONFUSED! i really dun understand why the school rules are so complicated..hais are rv students really so difficult to teach?actually i thought we're a rather nice bunch of people you know..but somehow in alot ALOT of people's eyes, we're not. is it higher expectations?is it jus bias?or is it other reasons?i have no idea..hais..suddenly i feel tht its so hard to be a good pupil nowadays..we've to like cope with studies, den attitude,den attire,self-discipline..omg so many things!i have a tiny brain leh..although my head's kinda big hahaha! guess all we can do is jus to accept the facts and get on with life..i mean like..what other options do we have? haha but yea it's for our own good i s'ppose..so i shall try my very best to become a role model:](don't laugh at me okay i'll prove it to you i can!hmph.)hmm actually aft today's talk i suddenly realise tht it's quite true tht our sch got lotsa nice awards that we really can be proud of! how many schools in sg are really entitled to all these honourable awards?i think it's quite few..so we're actually unique! cool :]

hmm i realise everybody's falling sick nowadays..even i'm kinda sick now :(aww..my dear floorball mates please GET WELL SOON OKAYS? take care of yourself..haha so tht we can all go crazy again after anarobic exercises:] love ya mates!

oh btw hello,i seriously think you shld get a life.

2009-02-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!!sorry for the temporary coma of my blog..let me re-introduce myself as a JC1 student in RVHS2009:]

limyeejin
17yrsold
5p
#06
floorball team
wear specs
ponytail
157cm
48kg
carries brown addidas bag
H2 maths + econs + geog + H1 E lit
was from 4g
bday on 28nov
youngest in class currently(YAY)

haha ok i think my self-intro was so detailed!veh easy understand rite?heh of cos im good at intro ma :] lol ok lets see..uh my lessons so far are rather okay..although i pretty much screwed up for it..hais let me tell you the story

geog test was on thursday (0602) and there was a total of 25 marks, qn.s 1a,1b,2a,2b. and i happily did 1a, straightaway jumped to 2a,then 2b, then i submitted the paper. CRAP i didnt do 1b!lol and there goes the 4 marks..omg i cant believe i'm like sooo..dumb!sobs sobs..oh well i guess i have to pray tht its not counted..haha but i had a great sense of achievement when i finished my cheat sheet (a piece of A4 paper whereby you can fill up any notes on one page of it and bring it into the test with you :])i shall try to take a pic of it and post it here someday:]

oh and thanks alot of weiting for buying my textbooks:] haha its a coincidence tht ur bday is one day aft me! so cool :] and you're from 3g too!hahaha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!

and yep i guess tht's all i have to say..shall try ( emphasise TRY) to post more often..sorry yc my blog's not veh dead okay!ahahaha

2009-01-07T11:01:00.003+08:00

muahaha.

lol class lunch's finally settled with help from my dearest WOMAN :] lol yeaps so its finally confirmed:

FRIDAY 9/01 1PM CITY HALL(MEETING PLACE) 1.30PM MARINA SQUARE SEOUL GARDEN
PPL ATTENDING: 23/32 (lol)

haha ok that's about it!
um i did lots of housework nowadays..and i'm jogging 2km like everyday! whee i'm happy :] haha shall be determined to lose the annoying fats around my waist..i think :]

went to yunrou's blog and see pictures..oh man woman u're kinda lame..hahaha

going bugis ltr.shall go prepare!

see ya peeps!
looking forward to friday!!!!!!!!!

-its like 5 more days to sch re-open..OMG :O

2009-01-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR:]
merry christmas:]
happy belated birthday rachel:]
happy belated birthday samuel:]
happy belated birthday yunrou:]
lol ok tht shld be all the wishes i wan to say..
hmm so i watched twilight and OMG EDWARD CULLEN IS SO SHUAI! LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!HAHA OK
hmm and i spent my new yr countdown at boonlay and i saw fireworks!
haha the past week was quite ok and i did lots of painting at home..I PAINTED MY HOUSE!HAHA IM SO PROUD OF MY WORK:]

ok and um...wad else..OH I GOT A NEW PHONE :] hahaha..
class dinner is gg to be changed to class lunch i guess..hais it kinda troubling me..cos i figured tht nxt friday is the best day cos only one person is unavailable..but its not good..ahh oh man i better settle tht soon..haha ok
i hve nth much to crap
cheers everyone!
i dun rlly feel like gg back to sch so soon:(

2008-12-18T23:06:00.005+08:00

I HAVE A NEW(sort of) PENCIL CASE!

hahaha i am so impressed with myself for coming up with such a nice idea..lol ok nvm all i did was to "bling" up my pencil case..haha see in the pictures below!

haha okay hmm ppl have been asking me to organise class outings..oh well i'll try my best kay ppl? haha

2008-12-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

FUNFILLED WEEK!

haha yep it was a pretty fun week..last friday went genting till monday..and i was supposingly returning to s'pore on monday but daddy doesn't want to get stuck in jam so..yea i went to grandma hse to stay over for one night and den reach back to s'pore only on tuesday morning..haha about genting trip, i'll jus say it was cold and..rainy!lol it jus kept raining and raining and it was like..i had to stand in long queues for the rides and 2 of the rides was the most frustrating because by the time it was going to be my turn, the rain came and the person had to close the ride -.- in the end i only sat through 5 rides the whole day at the outdoor theme park..kinda waste money haha but its okay i guess :] oh oh and the temperature there was like 14/15..quite cold..haha and i saw zilie there..like LOL wad a small world..look at the nice clouds there...VERY NICE!

CLASS CHALET 8 9 10

ok as said earlier on, since i only get back on the 9th, i missed out a fun-filled monday :[ oh well and i managed to rush there on 9th..hahaha..so i went there and start giving out cards..THANKS EVERYONE FOR MAKING THE CHALET A WONDERFUL ONE :] lol..yea for the first time ever, i had a successful BBQ (excluding the black patch we left on the cement thing) haha..and i enjoyed the food! nice nice..lol hmm thanks ppol who played cards with me and thanks beryl for bringing mahjong and thanks jngyuan and WOMAN for massaging chicken with me! lol ok there's too many thanks to say..THANKS YONGCHANG FOR THE SPECIAL KIT KAT PRESENTS YOU GIVE ME..lol it was quite cute..haha..ok i shall thank the ppl who turned up for chalet as well..haha

ok now tht chalet's over, it seems i hve nth much to look forward to :( ahh..haha hopefully there's more class stuff coming up in the hols!

2008-12-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

I FINISHED THE CHRISTMAS CARDS!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA..lol i feel so proud of myself..like 27 cards leh..lol i got this huge sense of achievement!ok la it wasn't tht difficult but still..i survived!

lol ok..uh lets see the past few days..wad interesting stuff hpned?hmm..oh oh MONDAY 1ST DEC..NJC PROM..haha my sis's prom nite..she spend lots of $$ on it!haha i was like some kaypo n went to the cut-hair-auntie house to go see her hairstyle n makeup n stuff..hmm well in the end she didnt win prom queen..haha but i still think this time she looks alot better than her sec 4 prom..talking bout sec 4 prom, WE ACTUALLY HAVE NO PROM!!!hais..i still think its so unfair for us..i mean 16 yr olds get their firs prom rite..i dun:( oh well i hve to wait 2 more yrs then!

oh yea..and about my subject combi..hais i sent in my final appeal at like 10plus at night..n i received a reply one hr later..efficient teacher heh..but hais the reply was a bad one..so, I FAILED MY APPEAL..n now my combi's confirmed to be : MATHS + ECONS + GEOG + E LIT(H1)...pure arts..hais somehow i feel abit loser tht 90% of the cohort has at least 2 sciences but i dont :(

hmm okay jus one more saddening thing to add on..i may not be able to turn up for the first nite of chalet! hais..cos i got this genting trip like from this sat to mon..den i dno wad time i'm coming back on mon..oh no:( i'm gg to miss bbq..haha

ok enough of all these saddening stuff..shall put up one pic of my sis in prom? lol

(left: NJC prom queen 2008,right: my sis)

2008-12-01T10:10:00.005+08:00

TRIP TO MARINA BARRAGE

haha..yeap ytd went to marina barrage..some new project by mr lee kuan yew..it looks quite nice la although the sea water's quite smelly..i took lots of pics though..shall jus post photos ba..i hve nth much to talk bout..

2008-11-29T22:43:00.005+08:00

YEEJIN'S SWEET SIXTEEN!

yay yay yay i'm officially 16! woohoo! haha junice's right..it feels good to be sixteen! lol..firs of all, i want to thank those ppl who wished me happy birthday..the list goes:

1.roy

2.pocheng

3.samuel

4.zhangyu

5.yunrou

6.junice

7.beryl

8.kailin

9.sinyee

10.fiona

11.hester

12.quek

13.bingwei

14.jiahui

15.yijun

16.taylin

17.jennings

18.eugene

19.qinhui
20.jesslyn

21.calvin

22.wenyi

23.rachel

24.daddy

25.big sis

26.small sis

27.bro

28.aunt

29.mum

30.yufan

lol okay..n big big THANK YOU to MY BELOVED YUNROU QUEK WENYI RACHEL for spending e whole day to celebrate my birthday with me!haha..here're some photos of my birthday at orchard..

haha n also i wan to comment tht the mr. dentist is so nice! he totally keeps explaining to me bout wad he's gg to do with my teeth..n he keeps asking me in between a few mins whether i'm okay..n he keeps saying "it's gona be done soon" n ask me to relax..oh man nice dentist! haha...

I HAVE A NICE FAMILY..haha cos i has a very happy birthday cake celebration with 3 brithday songs: one original, one in chinese, n one from madagascar movie version! lol here's pictures!

lol ok shall stop here..nth much to talk about liao ba..hee im happy!

2008-11-27T11:08:00.002+08:00

I'M SURVIVING HALFWAY!

haha..it's like around 5 days left..oh well but i'm managing my time quite well by making cards for classmates..like what my mum said"chi bao mei shi zuo"which is true wad..haha

so in this week, i spent 3.5 out of 5days rotting at home..hoho!but tmr's 16TH BIRTHDAY!gonna celebrate with goody friends:]

haha i wonder where we're going..but oh well tmr morn once i wake up i'm gg to get like 2 BIG birthday presents:

1. MY SUBJ COMBI RESULTS
2. DENTAL APPOINTMENT

lol..wad WONDERFUL presents they are..haha but oh well it's ok..

hmm going to cut hair ltr..i think my hairstyle's kinda the same..like wad sinyee said, i hven't change one bit since pri sch..HAHA!

hais i'm BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!i need to exercise i know..haha..if i wan to get a flat tummy by the time people comes back..i shall try to work hard the remaining 5days?kinda hard leh..oh no D:

ytd night receive 2sms+1call!oh man that was like the best thing tht happened in the week?haha made me quite happy..but apparently i wasn't supposed to do smth..argh haha

haha ok shall stop crapping here..lalalalala~

2008-11-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

MISARABLE 10 DAYS

hais..i'm like totally bored out staying at home o.o i'm dying!
things i do at home everyday:
1. wake up
2. brush teeth wash up
3. eat lunch
4. TV
5. story book
6. bathe
7. dinner
8. sleep

and it goes on and on like this every single day(almost) like..HOW DO I SURVIVE THESE 10 DAYS? goodness..
i receive only like one sms/day...ahhhh..everyONE is at GPP leh..so sian one..
only day i can look forward to is like maybe...friday?

announcement: 28 november is in 3 days!!

haha ok..yea tht's the only day i can look forward to maybe?
hmm went to jp with sinyee jus now and we started sharing our misarable life(is there is even any)for the days where PEOPLE are at GPP..omg..i'm gonna get fat with boredom!better start exercising..

yeap so went jp buy materials to MAKE CHRISTMAS CARD FOR PPL GG CLASS CHALET!haha..i'm too bored so i decided to make..lol and i went to kope designs from cards at popular..haha i'm so evil!oh well i need to find ways to get inspiration rite..heh

hais ppl at GPP seems to be enjoying themselves ba..ONESMS doesn't seem to give nice replies..well its okay i'll bear with it o.o (i hope i can) but yea since you're sick please get well soon k?and i mean real soon..china's cold!haha..

arrgh im so bored..no more bu fan for me to watch..haha maybe i shld try watching nonya show..hmm
ok den i hve nth much to crap about..

: 10days is enough to drive me crazy

2008-06-29T11:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol ok i'm being lame..but yea today's a good day..haix its like <50 days to common test leh..oh man people we need to buck up! especially for me lo..ahh i'm SCARED..i repeat--SCARED!ok nvm..i shall start studying today..whee!

&i love you_dear

2008-06-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

"i'm a naughty girl" : ___

hais..indeed i am a very nughty girl huh..i s'pose many many MANY people do agree..bad results, bad attitude, disobedient, nv learnt my lessons..etc etc..too many to name i guess..

sometimes i wonder..why m i born like this..why did i do all the bad things tht i've done..what will i be doing nxt time?wad if i nv learn..n i'll continue going badder n badder as the years go by..perhaps in future one of the jail cells is reserved for me?perhaps nxt time i'll be able to lead a gd life n hold a good job?i nv know..and seriously after this results thing it really woke me up..i mean seriously! think about it..if i dun make it for my studies, my future is ruined. totally..no more chance of getting good-paid jobs n stuff..seriously, nothing for me..i'll become a loser in the society..i cant imagine tht happening to me, to my friends, or to anybody whom i noe..

however, if u look at it in the other way, if everyone does become well talented ppl n everyone holds good-paid jobs, then who will be the losers of society?like those lower paid jobs n stuff..who will be the ones doing them? it seems like there's nv a win-win situation in society..i mean its like there's definitely this "higher class" n a "lower class" difference tht sepeartes ppl by their status..its kinda sad to noe tht all of us cannot be standing at equal status n leading good life..maybe nxt time washing toilets shld become a high-paid job too?sigh..

wad if i really retain this yr..i cant take it u noe..i'll jus kill myself somehow..but then again, after i die where will i go?will i still be able to be me?as in..do i still hve any thoughts or any feeling or any sign of looking at the world again?or will i just vanish?hmm..so weird..

haha i think i'm being pretty dumb here..seriously stupid thinking bout all these stuff..no wonder ppl always say i think too much..but yea i like to think about wad will hpn to me if___hpns or if___hpn..ok i'm being weird here..

maybe someday i'll be enlightened n study real hard for my exams..n then i'll get good results?ok tht's kinda impossible for me..i'm lousy at my studies..its proven many many times..maybe i really shld accept the fact tht i'm not fit to be in this school..is either i buck up?or i die..simple theory..haha

& i love you_dear

2008-06-13T23:49:00.001+08:00

THAILAND TRIP 3105~0506

lol..alrd like past one week den i come upload pictures..but aiya late better than nv upload ma..

hmm overall i would say..STEP trip quite fun ba..wasn't as bad as how i thought it would be..i think e most enjoyable would be in samsen school n when we went shopping ba..i bought lotsa stuff from shopping! spent a total of around 150bucks for 6days..quite ok la huh..haha but i bought souvenirs for many many ppl!friends..families..yay:]

k la now for e pics..got alot alot..maybe i'll try to upload as many as possible?hmm..

hmm ok many many pics..haha upload till kinda sian..but ya took many pics at there..bad qualities ones r from phone camera..lol^^

& i love you_dear

2008-05-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

I'M NOT SAD

i'm not sad i'm not sad not sad not sad not sad!!

lol..yes i hve to psycho myself with tht..lol 31 seems to be a cursed number luh..zz..

anw..haha i felt free so i came to blog..whee i wonder who came here..they mus be damn bored den will link to here ba..lol anw yep i cut my hair n ya its kinda screwed..i received comments like"hey u look like tweety bird" or "lol u look like a small kid" n "oh my god wad hpn to ur hair?" so..yea its bad

hopefully my hair grows back faster?haha..go get some hair-growing potion or smth..somehow i rlly dun dare to show my results lo..sigh..i cant balance out my result anymore..midyrs r gone..haix..

ok nvm den..i shall jus randomly type type type..lol i hope classtee can be done soon?haha..kinda hard but yea well..i try

buh-byes ppl

& i reallyloveyou_dear

2008-05-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

HAHA

dead blog here..tht has been cremated n buried or smth for like 2 mths++ heh..yea well i decided to be funny n come blog?o.o but i doubt anyone would come n read..

today went to kindergarten again to do cid service learning..lol i think those kids r like soo cute?although some are quite rowdy(yes..nods in agreement) but still, when they are like so tiny n cute everything they do tends to make u giv a big big smile!!hehe :]

somehow, i nowadays realise tht there are actually such cases whereby u hve to pretend tht u dun really care about the bad side of them n jus stay on as happy n get on with ur life..but i also realise tht its quite difficult for me to bear with those ppl..u noe is like the way they talk?n the way they act..is like"uuurgghh..."i dunno how to put it..is either they hve serious attitude problem or they just purposely wan to go against you or smth..everything u do in their eyes seems to be wrong n the things tht they do seems to be the most right ones..like i mean hello?its my stuff n i decide how to do it lo..u dun like it then too bad la..dun hve to show those kinda attitude n contribute to ppl's bad mood rite...u think its not good doesnt neccessary mean its not good wad..lol..what's my problem?lol i dunno..maybe jus trying to do things tht i wna do?its not as if everything i do needs approval lo..u can jus ignore ok..i mean if is wna care bout my stuff but u always use those methods of caring(i suppose it is) den i rather u dun care n treat my doings as nothing at all..perhaps tht really will help me..better than giving a pissed-off face n showing me ur attitude n expect me to face tht kinda situation n take all ur scoldings n hear all those suan-ing..save it la..then aft tht u come back to me like nth happen at all n wad do i do?continue to pretend tht i dun care n jus act per normal..yea yea then u all start talking behind my back bout how bad i am or wadever bad stuff..then in the end come back n act nth-hpn..unhappy with me jus say la..dun need to show through little little actions de lo..i dun mind being told straight in the face ok..better than showing me ur attitude..

haha..interesting happening eh?yea well girls all hve different ways of expressing i suppose..above was jus an observation of mine..not like anyone would read this post la i mean nobody comes here anw..haha..but if u hpn to be reading this then u get wad i'mtrying to say..lol i seriously dunno wad will hpn..heh

& i reallyloveyou_dear

2008-03-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

TESTS + TESTS = NIGHTMARE

u noe..recently i kinda hate tests alot alot..because of 5 main reasons :
1. bad results
2. brain-screwing
3. mood-screwing
4. wastage of water
5. lack of sleeeeeep

for reason no.1 : i realise so far the so many tests i took n got back, i dare say all of them were of disgusting terrible results..gahh..gpa 3.0 is like sooooo FAR FAR AWAY tht i cant see it happening within my life..sigh..i'm like gone

for reason no.2 : does anyone realise, for a pea-sized brain of mine, tests following by tests is like make my brain even smaller luh..like physics, chemistry, maths, all add up to like tons of stuff to rmb, to understand, to digest inside my brain. as a result, my brain contracts as more n more pressure acts upon it n when it finally cannot take it, *poof* it goes screwed.

for reason no.3 : aft a test, especially maths test, ppl start discussing qn.s n the when they realise their answers are wrong, they start to panick whether or not its a P or F..for me..tht's pretty much wat i do aft tests..n somehow it all leads to a F. den when one person realise she got this wrong, it affects the other person..n this chain reaction passes on until everyone starts emo-ing n saying" wa..fail liao la..die liao die liao"---standard stuff u will hear aft tests..haha..so in conclusion, tests screw moods.

for reason no.4 : during the process of getting back tests, u either see
a)gleams
b)frown
c)weird finger signs showing marks
d) "heng ah.."
e)crying

most ppl will show (d) or (e) bah..n both requires water..cos (d) requires saliva, (e) requires alot of tears from ur eyes..as a result, alot of water is wasted due to emotional expressions of the view of the marks.hence, tests causes wastage of water

for reason no.5 : before ppl go for tests, they would try hard and study study study or memorise memorise memorise jus to stuff things inside their head..den as this process of stuffing takes time, ppl normally sleep late..as a result, everyone gets lack of sleep and hence alot of eye bags are seen hanging down from the drooping eyes of students in class early in the morning..

therefore,in conclusion, i strongly believe that tests are pretty annoying n does quite alot of harm to me lo..hehe..

anw, JIAYOU PPL FOR ALL E UPCOMING TESTS!!!

& i love you_dear

2008-02-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

BLOG REVIVAL STARTS TODAY

haha n yes tht's a true statement..so i shall update at least once per week okay?well i try my very best ba..

hmm these few days nth much happen..except for tons n tons tons of hmwk! omg luh why do teachers give us homework? its for our own good..i mean duh-! hmwk = practice = practice makes perfect ma rite..cheh..kinda crap though cos it depends on whether or not we seriously do our work n obviously for me, i dont! oops..not a veh niceconfession to hear..hehe but i'm really so tired out these 2 weeks i think i'm going bonkers..like everyday 4hrs plus of slp with training almost everyday n hmwk piling up like hills n lots lots stuff..sigh i totally feel so xin ku every night luh..somehow i wasted alot of correction fluid n destroying the ozone layer haha cos every time when i do hmwk i will 1) doze off 2) still holding my pen 3) start nodding my head 4) sway froms ide to side 5) draw lots of curves n patterns on my hmwk paper in a unconcious state of mind...ta-da n thtexplains y mypaper is often filled with correction fluid markings..like o.o i think i'm so pathetic :[

ah well nvm..anws CONGRATULATIONS SINGAPORE for making it to hosting the YOG in 2010..yea we rock huh? i mean its quite obvious we would win la can u see the amount of $$ government's going to put in just for this? c'mon la athletes are not called athletes for nth lo..good in sports = big money leh..hehe so i shall encourage everyone to master urself in one aspect of sport n perhaps u can make big money someday..i repeat: SOMEDAY...so dun giv urself too much pressure cos if u cant do it there's other ways of making money too..dun wry yea?:]

haha today there's a RAT in my classrooom..a rat u noe its like crazy..haha from what i heard it was from 4H at firs..then they kinda caught is n supposedly the rat is freed..but somehow i think it kinda recognise it's way back so it returned to lvl 2 classrms but entered 4G instead..haha so a few of us were chasing aft the rat allover the class n *piak* siyong kinda covered it with a cardboard box..lol..thx to bingwei n siyong n a little help from calvin e rat was in the box..however in the end they still let it go i think..well we are nice people n we dun kill rats by putting then in a cardboard box^^

ok i guess tht's all i shall blog today..changed a skin n song..hve to pia maths assignment n LA presentation n jian bao n STUDY FOR PHYSICS!!!sigh..i lead a terrible sec 4 life :'(

JIAYOU FOR PHYSICS TEST PEEPS!

& i love you_dear

2008-01-02T17:43:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCH

lol mhm so tday'sf irst day of sch..nth much happen ba..haha but now this new uniform thing cause lots of trouble ba..got caught twice-.- yea well nvm..haha but seriously i think skirts on knee length is abit too long ba..haha ok i shant talk bout tht

so my class chairpersons changed..become yunrou n yuyao..haha seriously other class' ppl de reaction so funny lo..like all e same: jus one word "WHAT!?" haha so funny..everyone couldnt believe why was it yuyao..but i guess it was really no other choices le ba

looking at the teacher's i'm getting this yr, i hve this thought tht i'm not gonna make it for yr 5..sigh cos its like so difficult to pass lo..especially physics..sobs

ok nvm i hve nth else to talk le..hehe

& i love you_dear

2007-12-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

WEIRD DAY

lol u noe..today i went to chnge sch uni at tiong n then it was like -jaw drops- cos e shop nv open..AGAIN..haha met louisa at 1st lvl den realise it opens at 3..0.0

so i went to JE lib with quek find sinyee zhijun sherry then there talk bout retest results stuff..den they do hmwk i lag..den suddenly rach pop out of nowhere^^ and we started laughing at not funny stuff..den woon called n we started talking loud n laughing when e whole lib was so quiet n woon was talking some stuff bout boob when she didnt realise she was on loudspeaker in the lib..HAHAHA

yea so aft tht lag around n went back to tiong at around 2plus den finally got my skirts changed but blouse no size=[ so maybe i'll go back again on saturday..gahh so sian..then aft tht saw some athe ppl n said hi..den me zhijun sherry sinyee lag around tiong n realise it was a VERY boring place..

yep so went home den go jp for awhile den home..ta-da!tht's my weird day..HAHA

oh ya did i mention the trips on the train was so funny?lol

k la nvm i shall stop..somehow i hate the font in this blogskin..o.0

& i love you_dear

2007-12-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

I'M ALIVE.BUT DEAD BORED.__________.

lol..yea my hol's boring..lol..

went class chalet like a week ago..it was quite okay i guess..but uh sort of felt abit down during 2nd n 3rd day..ah wells nvm

and i'm SORRY to say tht i totally pon TT CHALET haha..sorry people..i shall go nxt yr's..i promise!

ok nvm back to class chalet..well sickening rain totally spoil our activities la..make us all coop inside e chalet like some shy pople who dun dare to face the world..lo kiddin kiddin..haha..but nonthless, had quite some fun while playing snapjack n dai di n stuff..oh oh dun forget e horror movies..haha ju-on made me screeamm..ok nvm

sian-ness..i totally sick of writing zuowen la..how how..can anyone help me write?haha..

k la i shall stop crapping here..totally bored out

& i love you_dear

2007-12-06T21:10:00.000+08:00

BORED + BORED = VERY BORED

lol..haha seriously getting bored u noe..and nowadays stay at home everyday also do hse work..oh man hsework is tiring! haha

hmm so class chalet's coming near..YAY..but uh we (me n yoon) cant find anyone to go sign in n out for us..like HOW?sian..this chalet got so many many problems de luh..den summore i need get my ic done by 13th dec..which is like since 10th go out with pantus 11 12 13 got chalet, i need get it done by 9th..like uh-oh..haha..maybe can call e person to ask for change dates or smth..argh dunno la..sian

i cant find a nice song to put on my blog..and i cant find nice bag to buy..and still lots of stuff i wan buy..but i cant find..sian..why's there so many problems?hmph unfair=[

ok nvm ba think i shall stop posting..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS.YUNROU^^

and ___get well soon k?

& i love you_dear

2007-12-02T03:55:00.000+08:00

SONG LYRICS FOR "the best day ever"

oh man i love this song..haha

Mr. Sun Came Up
and He Smiled At Me
said it's Gonna Be A Good One
just Wait And See
jumped Out Of Bed
and I Ran Outside
feelin' So Ecstatic, Ecstatic-Ised

it's The Best Day Ever (Best Day Ever..)
it's The Best Day Ever (Best Day Ever..)

i'm So Busy Got Nothing To Do
spent The Last Two Hours Just Tying My Shoe
every Flower
every Grain Of Sand
is Reaching Out To Shake My Hand

it's The Best Day Ever (Best Day Ever)
it's The Best Day Ever (Best Day Ever)

sometimes The Little Things
start Closin' In On Me
when I'm Feelin Down
i Wanna Lose That Frown
i Stick My Head Out The Window
and I Look Around

those Clouds Don't Scare Me
they Can't Disguise
there's Magic That Happened
right Before My Eyes

soon Mr. Moon
will Be Shinin' Bright
so The Best Day Ever Can Last All Night
yeah The Best Day Ever’s Gonna Last All Night, Now

it's The Best Day Ever (Best Day Ever..)
it's The Best Day Ever (Best Day Ever..)
it's The Best Day Ever (Best Day Ever..)
it's The Best Day Ever (Best Day Ever..)

& i love you_dear

2007-12-01T15:16:00.000+08:00

TRIP TO GENTING

lols..ok so my blog was officially DEAD and i'm here to revive it^^

ytd came home at around 9pm aft dinner then atrted unpacking stuff before i went down to order my birthday cake alone.and i actually ordered a fruit cake! sigh..i waited for a whole year till my birthday so tht i could hve a chocolate cake for my birthday..but in the end i didnt. jus cos my brother dun eat chocolate and if he's unhappy with it then my whole birthday will be ruined=[ so i hve no choice..maybe i'll go buy a tiny chocolate cake on my own? haha

ok so i went genting..3d2n from sunday to tuesday.hmm..so i shall try posting as many pictures as possible i took during the trip bah..haha

well, a few of interesting things tht happen was..mhm i won a big prize in the "spin wheel" game, and i went to the outdoor theme park during night time for the first time. and i went bowling and i saw my neighbour there.

yup so here's some pictures i took using my one-yr old phone^^

FIRST DAY

SECOND DAY

THIRD DAY

"don't have any picture taken"-oops

haha okay nvm..gahh i'm sian of updating blog luh..

oh oh and i had a wonderful birthday! thank you to those nice people who remembered my birthday and sent me birthday wishes..hehe i have nice friends^^

& i love you_dear

2007-11-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

CHANGED SKIN!

yay..i changed skin..lalala~

haha okays so these few days veh veh veh bored..cos my life revolves around CCA..like sian..everyday train train..gahh..haha

and i'm like freaking troubled over class chalet..hope i can get it done soon..

lol

on the BRIGHTER SIDE, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!haha veh soon i'm 15 like my friends..so good rite?hehe

ok nvm jus a short update..

& i love you_dear

2007-10-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

CLASS OUTING

lol..okay so i was one of e 13 who went..haha..quite fun la..comparing to e firs one at sentosa, i think this one's much much better..haha

so wad did we do?
ONE- play captain's ball with a soccer ball
TWO- had a break went buy big gulps from 7-eleven
THREE- went cycling around e beaches
FOUR- sat down and stone
FIVE- some play heart-attack, some play monkey
SIX- everyone play monkey
SEVEN- everyone go "rock"-climbing
EIGHT- everyone took pics on e big big rocks
NINE- everyone went changing n washing up at toilets
TEN- 3 went home for dinner, rest went mac for dinner tgt

CONCLUSION- i enjoyed my day! although there's some blood shed*ouch*

ta-da! a very very brief summary..haha
well, there's no picture here luh..didnt took any..haha but ppl can go zhangyu's blog to see
i went to see e pics and i realise i look..fat..heh..guess its time to cut some fats luh huh

lol tmr hve sch..haha..good thing is there's NO CCA, and sch ends at 1230 EVERYDAY! *woots*

okay nvm kinda bored here..randomly blogged smth..
somehow i dunno y i thought something doesn't seem right nowadays..hmm..maybe i think too much bah..haha..hope there's actually nth wrong at all^^

& i love you_dear

2007-10-15T11:11:00.000+08:00

FEELING BORED

lol.

i'm very very VERY bored.

there's stuff which i have to do..and i MUST do..(CID)but i dun wanna do.

super sian la.

haha tell u an interesting thing...

the day before yesterday, which was saturday. i went to johor to visit my relatives..and we had seafood feast at some restaurant for dinner.
the seafood there are all alove..so u go there n point point at the aquarium n choose wat u wan eat lo..to my horror, the crabs and lobsters there are like..GIGANTIC! haha..

firs came was oysters..around 4inches long lo..super big..and they r alive..so i ate and chew on the oysters while they're alive and moving..like..wth?the taste was..not very pleasant la huh..but i managed to swallow..lol

nxt was lobster..BIG BIG lobster..it came with the whole lobster jus lying on e plate and all its flesh at a side plate beside..and ya it was raw too..however, i think e lobster veh kelian la huh..the head n legs were like still moving n looking around while we eat its flesh..poor thing..(did i mention this lobster costs 576RM?)

den aft that got alot alot more other seafood..like BIG CRABS(yummy)..haha..so we eat n eat n eat..until the end when the bill came, it was 1000+RM..like..a dinner for 1000RM? tht's like my firs time experience..

oh and a proud thing is, i drank red wine! half-a-glass of it..lol

ok nvm..i think i need go do Cmap liao

cheerios

& i love you_dear

2007-10-11T16:57:00.000+08:00

HERE COMES RESULTS

arrgghhhh cant stand it la..no more exams supposed to be trouble free..now results come back even more stressed up luh..*sobs* cos my results r super lousy..LOUSY LOUSY LOUSY..boo~

sian..even my only hope---chinese is gone! i cant rely on anyth le la..english also gone..wa..sian..i dun wanna get back anymore papers le..hmph..throw them away to a far far away land dun let me see it..haha

k den nvm i'm supposed to be chionging CID..damn it i dun wan do report liao la! zzz..

& i love you_dear

2007-10-08T21:37:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER

yay!

& i love you_dear

2007-09-30T10:00:00.001+08:00

5 MORE DAYS TO GO...

sigh..still hve five more torturing days for examinations la..cant wait for them to go away..away away away forver!? den no more exams until nxt yr? haha..how wonderful eh?lalala...

but now, still have to MUG..yeah..MUG n MUG n MUG..that's what i do like..everyday? lol..but its not very progressive la..cos i'm easily distracted..so..ya..hehe..too bad luh

so far,
HCL P1 - quite ok
LA P1 - quite ok
SS - *shakes head*
GEOG P1 - shld be fine
BIO MED - no hope
CHEM - *shakes head*
MATHS P1 - no good

CONCLUSION: hopeless case la..haha..if i dun work hard for e nxt 5 days, maybe i wont get promoted to nxt yr..pathetic! sighs..no choice luh

i'm now blogging with a geog txtbk in front of me..*laughs*

okay nvm..JIAYOU PPL AND GD LUCK FOR UR EXAMS!

-you shld be studying-

& i love you_dear

2007-09-15T10:21:00.000+08:00

ARRGH..STRESSED!

sigh..i'm like so stress so stress so so so stress!!!ARRGHHH CAN SOMEONE LIKE HELP ME?is like..exams r 9 days away..n i'm here blogging! oh no..big mistake man..sian then ltr HSK like wad zuo wen format all i hvn go memorise la..oh no..i'm so dead..i dunno what's happening to me la..i like can get myself to go study..ze me ban! die le la..ltr i really retain lor..oh no.*sobs*

n now i shall FORCE myself to memorise the HSK thing..zzz..

i'm pissed off okay

& i love you_dear

2007-09-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

STILL PAIN

arrgh..head still pain everyday leh..sian..fever like come go den come again..oh my..cant stand this kind of things luh..my body will go haywire..haha..make me lose focus in studying lor..how can liddat..huh huh..i wan study for EOY de la..lol

okay nvm i'm blaming myslef-.-

rite..anyway thnks doctor..haha

& i love you_dear

2007-09-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

OWW..ACHE

sian..dunno y nowadays so many aches luh..at firs is tooth..den recover le now become head..zzz...dun hve one fine day when there's no ache de meh..lol

shit la my CID hor..think going to die le..is like..survey done le but hvn let ppl do yet lo..keep forgetting..wa..die le die le mus quickly get it done..but where e hell do i find ppl to do for me by end of this week? its not net survey lo..its like printed out on paper black n white de luh..sian..

i'm supposed to be mugging this week..SUPPOSED TO..but in the end i only managed to like mug until hydrographs for geog luh..cant concentrate properly..haha..okay nvm maybe ltr i go mug again?mus force myself..

went to watch 1408..wa..scary de lo..haha..although dun hav ghosts stuff..but its like scary enough for me to like dun dare stay in hotel anymore?suddenly out of nowhere this person pop out n try to kill u..n that radio..wa..that song is weird..scare me half dead..haha

today sort of "break in" to chapel in sch..haha..its like cca starts at 330 ma..den i reached 325 den nobody there luh..so i need like go in firs..but its like there are 3 doors there, and yet none of the doors are open..all locked! sian..in the end i was like some thief liddat..found an open window n climb inside..haha..so funny luh..i think those ppl walkin outside sch see me liddat ltr go call police den i die..haha

oh yea almost forgot..u noe..my mum threw away my pillow! RAWRR..angryness..sadness..sobs..its like my pillow tht i hug to slp everyday lor..den now throw away le la..nth to hug when i slp..sian..ytd almost cant slp lo..cos no pillow..*sniffs* i miss my pillow..

sigh..hmm..guess i should stop here..nth else to blog le..haha

& i love you_dear

2007-08-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

NOTHING TO BLOG BOUT

and yes it is true tht i really hav nth to talk about..haha..dunno y..maybe these few days' quite boring? nth fun happen luh..

haha i realise tht my life during weekdays is like:
wake up
go school
come home
eat
do homework
sleep

and it has been continuing for lots of days lo..haha..wad a boring life i hav =(

maybe i need to do more interesting stuff to decorate my life?haha..but firstly, i think i need to focus on sch work firs..if not i'm sure gonna screw up my end-of-years..urgh

depressed u noe..tht i once again failed physics..the most pissing off thing is---i got 49.3333 for physcis..like jus giv me another 0.2 den i can pass la! arrgh where's tht 0.2 huh huh..who ate it up? *sobs*..i wan pass leh..but yea well its a fact tht i'm gonna get another underline score in my progress report..sigh

not to mention physics, goeg and chem are all screwed too..oh man i guess i'm really lousy la huh..like dumb. somehow i cant get higher marks for those grades..and i really wonder why..

sigh..guess i better buck up..pray hard hard i dun screw up end-of-years bah..

& i love you_dear

2007-08-18T12:41:00.000+08:00

IT'S A RAINY DAY

and i was trying hard to change my blogskin cos i got e same one as my junior for e previous one..lol..and so i spent like 1hr trying to change..all because of sum stupid errors tht couldnt show my posts on my blog..

now can alrd!all thanks to FENGHAN..haha..and the most buaytahan thing is that the problem is because..there's one / div lack in my template..jus because of that luh..lol

sian..my physics fail liao..n my chinese results like..horrible..oh no..i think i totally flunked CA..sian..this time gonna buck up le..if not will get retained..and i'm alrd trying hard la..y cant i be as smart as..i dno..haha..nvm

these few days has been quite scary la..lol..so many weird stuff happen..sian..but nvm ba i guess i was jus scaring myself..so shouldn't care so much bout it ba..

somehow i'm veh stressed up nowadays..like really gonna go out of breath le lo..i seriously need help in coping..sigh..but no one can help la..mus help myself..try

yea well today's not a nice day for me..cos i need to go do hmwk and the housework and stuff..worst thing is that today's my turn to wash socks lo..aiya..sian..guess i better go off now

seriously i think i need control e amt of sweets i'm eating..haha

& i love you_dear

2007-08-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

OUCH

haha..stupid clumsy me actually scalded my own finger while ironing clothes..lol

now my finger feels like some fake skin u noe..sigh

but sumhow i think e effect veh weird..the pain increases second by second de lo..

seriously the iron is SO HOT i think it's more than 100 deg.celcius..

aft getting scalded, i finally understood how e clothes feel..sigh..poor clothes=[

okay jus some random posting! got to go now..

cheerios!

& i love you_dear

2007-08-10T16:05:00.000+08:00

I'M BORED

today's supposed to be 3g class outing day..but because of SOME PROBLEMS i can't go..lol..so i'm stuck here blogging..haha..not bad la at least still hav time to update..

i think i really need to be a mugger..u noe..MUGGER AND JUS KEEP MUGGING N MUGGING..if not i'll probably retain at the end of year..lol..cos my results r really jus not up to standard la..

heard this song on mtv..and i thought it was a very nice song..haha..cos its a PING PONG SONG..lol..dunno y its named liddat..but yeah its a nice song lo..haha..

i wna go class outing luh..but its like..wa really no choice cant go..i think they're having a good time there maybe?sigh..i dunno la

i wanna wish HAPPY HAPPY LOADS LOADS HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIJUN AND ZHIYING..haha..oh and SINGAPORE too..hehe..i was wearing RED shirt ytd okay..

hmm feel quite accomplished since i was able to finish my chem assignment and reading e chinese book ytd..haha..and i was actually practising logarithm jus now..haha..i guess i really training myself to turn into a mugger lo..temporary mugger to be exact..

hmm guess i shall stop here bah..nth much to say le..jus before i end off this post for your info those at the top are jus some pictures of the class on 8th of August..haha..some are funny=]

ok now i stop.

& i love you_dear
-always-

2007-07-29T12:33:00.000+08:00

I MISS OBS

its like..more than one week since i've been back from obs..but tell u wat, i'm still missing it!!!oh man..i miss e days without school..and learning so much fun stuff that i nv do before..it was jus PLAIN FUN la...i wna go back..sigh

now, everytime i wear obs shirt it will remind me of e stuff i did there..like playing e morning exercises games and rock wall climb and kayaking and the stingray(?) and the land expedition(not to forget the super heavy haversack) and so so so many other stuff that i did together with my watch--ARMSTRONG..woots..my instructor(ABIDIN) damn good lo..haha

to explain y my blog's not updated for so long is because..i'm tired..i also dunno y i'm so tired..its like everyday when i come back from sch starting from 10pm onwards, i'll start dozing off on my desk..haha..standard de lo everyday also liddat..something wrong with my brain luh..ya that's y i nv use com and thus nv online also..

yesterday went to watch harry potter with my elder sis, younger sis n aunt. i have to say that i'm not very pleased with the movie..haha..its like they changed the story? lol..and so many nice stuff they took away..especially quidditch la..that's like one of my favorite parts in harry potter movie..and yet they didnt film it?wth..only e near ending part's nice i guess..although a bit messed up with so many stuff showing at one go..but ya it was okay..haha..the director's smart though..use some prophet's news article to cover almost everything in the story..den jus flash some head titles around to tell ppl wat happen to this person..that person..lol..save them lots of trouble rite..lol..guess i'll rate e movie jus passed?

sian la today is rainy sunday..dunno whether should go 2b movie outing leh..watch simpsons..haha i'm wearing e shirt now lo..got tuition also..wa..those 2 hours of tuition..go there learn sm complicated maths stuff..stuff i'm not supposed to learn yet..like..retarded?haha but it doesn't harm to learn more wat..after all, its still math :[

guess i better go bathe now..haha..if not i'll be late for tuition..

i'll try to update more yea? sorry for letting my blog die...

cheerios!

& i love you_dear

2007-07-15T11:02:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS SUNNY SUNDAY!

woke up quite early today..around 9..but went back to slp till 9.45..hehe..today's the eve of OBS..oh man..OBS!!arrgh..sian

u noe, the preparing for OBS is like driving me nuts can..need to buy this, buy tht, den need pack so many stuff, n i can't find a proper bag to bring there..like..HOW?*panick*

anyway, 5 days to pulau ubin's smth i nv done before..but ya in the firs place i nv even stepped on pulau ubin before la huh..come to think of it, this is my first time camping outside lo..haha..i'm gonna suffer =(

nonetheless, i think it'll be a fun camp ba..aft hearing so much experiences from my friends n seniors, they says tht they missed OBS camp..haha..okay

i think e stuff i scared most is those insects there ba..oh n the ghostly stuff at night..well, everyone says pulau ubin is haunted..sigh..ghosts..i most afraid le..dun even dare watch ghost movie la..haha

haiya..u noe teachers really noe how to torture us lo..ppl r now panickin over OBS, and yet there's hmwk to be handed up tmr! tmr okay..early in the morning at 7.like..wth..cant they jus mark it aft OBS?grrgh..PI, geog exercise, physics assignment..oi..i'm a busy person too k..sian

ltr still hve tuition..wa..maths tuition..e topics veh hard lo..anyway i jus realise tht we're only supposed to learn tht topic in rv during term 4. why m i learning it now?lol

sigh..guess i better go on packing my stuff ba..shall post aft OBS..but there wont be any pictures i suppose..cos i'm not bringing my phone there..yea well..

CHEERIOS!

& i love you_dear

2007-07-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

SIAN.ED

today is sian day..hahas..cos no hmwk to do! woots

u noe y no hmwk? cos i finished it!

u noe y i finished it?cos i was on maths mood jus now aft sch..so i finished it on e spot

u noe y i so happy bout this?cos i did everything ON MY OWN!

yay-ness..apparently yeejin's improving on her hmwk!lol

haha okay i'm being lame..and btw, who's the "dun tell u" person?lol

k shall stop being crappy here..oh yea..tuition was interesting!haha

& i love you_dear

2007-07-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

AHHH I'M SICK

oh man..i've gotta say this week's the most xin1 ku3 week i ever had..i mean c'mon la..stomach flu u noe..the kind of sickness i feared most..haha..even though this is not e firs time i'm gettin it le..but..yea well it's still very unpleasant.

for ppl who doesn't noe wat's stomach flu,it's jus some sickness tht sort of jumble up ur digestive system that makes u can't swallow anything. even if u do eat something, they will jus come out as diarhoea or vomitting and stuff. so practically, i've been vomiting and havin diarhoea for continuously 6 days..lol

well, i cant blame anyone for this..cos my stomach is quite weak..so..too bad lo :[

nonetheless, i had my most enjoyable youth day holiday this year..cos it's 3G's first class outing! *woots* haha..although like only around half e class turn up luh..but..it was fun! haha..

this outing's very extraodinary cos its the first outing i've been to where there's more guys than girls turning up..the ratio of guys to girls is like 9:5? lol..apparently, 3G guys r quite enthu ppl aft all..haha..

while walkin on siloso beach, we saw this whole grp of teachers ok..RV TEACHERS..lol..and some were in bikinis or half-naked n stuff..ok nvm i shall stop describing..haha

well, let's look at some pics that mr zhang yu took on tht wonderful sunny day =]

the girls always take the lead lo..

the girls who turned up

the guys who turned up (on time)

haha..playing at siloso

um..the grp photo for girls?haha i wasn't aware of it

haha..not very nice pictures la..randomly selected some only..cos too many liaos..hmm..i hope nxt class outing will hve more ppl turning up?that'll be good..hehe

shall stop here then..cheerios!

& i love you_dear

2007-06-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

HAHA today was quite a happy day out..although i dunno y i was so tired but..yea well HAPPY!

went back to xnps for carnival cos it was e 75th anniversary celebrations. yep it was that one where by before the holidays teachers came to our sch to sell tickets for. haha..i'm a supportive student ok..lol..

saw lots of ex-xingnanians..but not alot of those that i noe of la huh..surprisingly i saw a few non-xingnanians but r rv-ians there..lol..i wonder y were they there..haha..

i would say that the people put in alot of effort for this carnival..although i didnt enjoyed it as much..but nonetheless i had fun with the balloons!

lol..had this creative ideas with sinyee when we saw so many ppl holding colourful balloons..haha..being young at heart(?), we went to buy 3 balloons of red,orange,yellow colours respectively. after that, we went to get permanent marker from our ex-form teacher and start writing wishes on them, so that we can let free of them into e big blue sky.....haha

wrote lots-a stuff u noe..i wonder if anyone will see the writings..hmm..yea well nvm..haha..taken some pictures during the process

that's me..writing stuff

that's sinyee..lol

haha..after writing we got one of e p5 student to help us take a picture.me lookin spas. hahaha

guess which flew the highest?...the red one!haha

hmm..quite disappointing that we didnt see many ex-classmates..but nvm! i think we'll get another chance to meet up somehow ba..haha

& i love you_dear

2007-06-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

WAA.....BACK FROM CAMP

lol..actually its not considered as a camp la..its jus some activities n a concert n stuff..sleepover at sch?yea well..smth liddat

haha..it wasn't really very fun..but considered quite okay bah..u noe e amount of effort i put in for this thing?sian..but its all over la so..dun really care much

aft this camp, i realise how scary our sch actually is lor..haha..but i shan't say much ba..ltr ppl start transferring sch le..

i'm very tired! i wan slp..sian..there's a cip tmr..den hmwk not done..wth

so many "last-minute ponners" lo..in the end so few ppl goin for cip only..sigh..

yea well guess i should go off now..

i wna slp..

& i love you_dear

2007-06-17T11:32:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THE VIDEO!!!

i hereby declare that i'm in love with this song. its jus soooooooo nice! omg..haha

yay..this week quite well..

tt stuff going to finish le ba

i managed to force myself do hmwork..but haven finish=(

i bought a new pair of sports shoes! woots..lol (thanks daddy!)

and i need to rush to sinyee's hse void deck now
..haha

see ya!

& i love you_dear

2007-06-11T16:53:00.000+08:00

AND I'M CURRENTLY AT YUNROU'S HSE

lol..yep another project day..supposed to be chinese project but apparently yunrou's com couldnt type chinese..hehe..so we did chem instead..actually,THEY did chem..haha..i came late ma..lol

veh veh veh bored okay..and stressed up at the same time..all thanks to the..er-hum girl..hais nvm..anyway now i hve to face with the challenge of completing a 2.5m by 1m big banner ON MY OWN by this friday..yes this friday okay..wth

and i havent touch HOMEWORK..argh..the nightmare of all rvians..y mus the teachers jus crash n spoil our hols with hmwork? i dun understand..until the end they also hve to suffer by marking them u noe..hais..can sumone like come help me do hmwork? i'll pay u money..haha..jus kiddin

n wenyi's pretty depressed here..cos she cant break the highscore that fiona had in my phone for the "quadrapop" game..lol

haha..by the way..i enjoy the conversations with LTT..*woots* haha but apparently she thinks that yeejin+yunrou=crazy..lol..nvm..but its fun u noe..cos she dun noe who's the one talkin to her at tht time..haha..but its jus FUN u noe..

okay nth more to add on le..shall stop here for today

YUNROU WAS HEREEE :D

WENYI IS PLAYING GAMEEE :D

LTT IS GNG CRAZEEE :D

BUT I'M NORMAL..HAHA

& i love you_dear

2007-06-06T11:16:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA ANOTHER NEW POST!

see? i still bother bout this blog aft all..lol..yea well anyway i'm currently now in sch(when i'm posting this) then saw mr gan in the com lab..haha

apparently, mr gan was trying to create a blog on his own..hmm..yep but he went off sumwhere so i thot i took his com and used to make sum changes in my own template. however, when he came back he saw my window and it was at e template page so he was like moving the cursor to the "preview" button..and i was like " click lor..see my blog..NTH TO HIDE"

aft that, yunrou was like giving me the "are-you-sure" look..den i realise bout e few words i wrote at the last line on every post that i put..hehe..

so frantically, i ran to the com and pressed "Alt+F4" and closed it..haha..i hope mr gan didnt like rmb the url or smth..lol..but even if he didnt read the post, the tag by LTT alrd obvious enough la right...hurhur

hmm loads of hmwork are like piling on me to suffocate me and i wna die man..wat kinda hols m i having luh..like..totally packed? sian..summore so many stuff to do la..hmworks..projects..planning for camp..and the stuff for the stupid class CIP..which wasn't supposed to be my job at all! grr...thanks to sum irresponsible person..hehe..but nvm i'm not that angry luh

went to the dental ytd..haha..u noe i hereby announce that actually i veh scared of dentist de lo..all thanks to tht 3 jabs i had in my mouth when i was in pri2..but ytd tht dentist was quite ok..although he speaks so soft like anyone could hear la..but aft all for a male dentist i think he's counted as gentle le bah...anyway the funny thing is when i went in at firs, there was someone there with e dentist so i was supposed to sit at the side n wait. then i was trying to peep n see who's that person there..before me..but i only saw e legs den i was like" whose legs so black luh.." den i stood up n see..guess what it was samuel!lol

haha okay i guess i've been talking too much here..so..i stop here bah

& i love you_dear

2007-05-30T14:22:00.000+08:00

LALALA..CHANGED MY SKIN AGAIN!!! HAHA SO HAPPY..LOL

ok..um yea well apparently ppl are complaining bout me not updating..haha..all i can say is sorry lor cos i really very lazy de u noe..hehe..

hmm its veh saddening that mr teo left..haha..well i think he's like the nicest teacher one could ever have lors..like during lesson changing seats, running about, talking aloud, all these, he didnt even scold us one bit! and yet, the last lesson he had with us, he even sang us songs played by himself with his guitar..i mean..come on la where got such a nice teacher!? well..mr teo is one lor..sigh..now that he's left, i wonder where do we go to look for another teacher that's at least half as good as him..*sobs*

okay so we took a few pictures and he sang a few songs...a few of us cried, but i guess it wasn't that bad..but i know that he is quite reluctant to leave us too ba..i guess

here's a few pics of mr teo...mr teo and yuhui..with wanchi and calvin at the back..

mr teo with his guitar..and i think that's calvin at the back..lol

haha..this pic was taken right before he gave us the last bow for class end.."thank you mr teo!"

we'll miss you loads =]

& i love you_dear

2007-05-06T10:00:00.000+08:00

HEYS PEOPLE

ok fine this is a dead blog here..so..well nvm i'm jus here to add sum stuff

I LIKE DA PICS! XD

me n huiling..

look at wenyi n rachel..

2nd row(left to right):jingyuan,fiona,zhiying,huiling,mr gan,po cheng
1st row(left to right):wenyi,quek,rachel,me,jiahui

from top to bottom: wenyi, yunrou, fiona

from right to left: jean,wenyi,half of fenghan(haha)

farah's birthday cake!

haha..and mister bingwei always sleeps on the bus..

recognise the bags?haha

ooh..shoezies...

daddy, mummy, lil bro, younger sis

from left to right: huiling, yeejin, zhiying..

ooo..blurred reflection..haha

behind the fingers...lol

and rachel sent this pic to me(unknown)..but its nice!

haha okay pics done..um..jus enjoy looking bah..maybe comment a few too..hehe..

& i love you_dear

2007-03-18T09:59:00.000+08:00

HI TO ALL
finally..after much consideration and ponderation, i decided to revive my stinky old blog..hahas
yea well..i'm so sorry to all who wanted to see new posts in my blog and keep saying "update!!" in my tagboard..hahas..especially beryl..lol..
hmm found this skin on blogskins.com saying bout "change for the better"..thought it sort of matches the "reviving" of my blog so i used it..quite a nice skin eh..hee

yea well..holidays homework are TORTUROUS! i'm like gonna die under the pile of work i ahve to do in limited time..well..this supposed-to-be-one-week holidays of mine turns out to be..well..fully packed.check out my schedule:

sat:go m'sia
sun:in m'sia
mon:still in m'sia
tues:still there...m'sia
wed:finally came back to s'pore in e morning..
thurs:drma,2b'06 outing,training
fri:training
sat:daddy's birthday
sun(today):blogging here...CIP from 1-6 at bendemeer road

as you can see, homework days left for me are only wed, fri, sat, sun(night). and u expect me to lke finish so much hmwork? HAHAHA WAT A JOKE..arrgh want to cry liao la..still got so much to pia..sobs..and nobody's bothering bout CID in my grp..i'm like so dead can...*sobs* =(((

hmm..i have to say..the constellation thingy is lke..not fair! it jus so happens i'm a sagittarius, and it turns out i have to find 11 equations and 2 areas..lol..is like some star signs are much more complicated lo..become some ppl have to o more work than others..sigh..too bad la..cos this assignment stands like 20marks in overall..so..jiayou bahs

i would like to apologise to 2b ppl..for e outing thingy..i didnt wear class tee..(although i brought it) and i was late so didnt went to catch "blood and chocolate" with u guys..and i didnt eat dinner as well..cos i was too full..haha..so a big big SORRY to everyone who turned up at e outing on thursday..promise i'll make it up nxt outing(if there is any)

sigh..guess thats all i'll be blogging today..

& i love you so.

2007-01-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW, TODAY'S LIKE THE MOST PISSED DAY OF MY LIFE EVER! i'm like being pissed by so many many ppl. there's like tons of hmwork for me to do. and there's this stinking geog presentation thingy. is like so so so so many of them are supposed to be done by like..MONDAY. and yet i have flag day tmr and so many things to do and..WA I'M SO PISSED OFF at like every single thing on earth can!

firstly, i'm pissed off with YOU. yes i'm very sure u noe who u are..u think u bad mood den can any-o-how attitude ppl isit..i tell u lor this is not e first time la..stupid..u bad mood ppl also have bad mood one ok..its like wth la..everytime is because of e same reason..omg i'm like super pissed..

secondly, whenever i thought of the homework i have i'll be like"ARRRRRRGHH!!!I WANNA DIE" inside my head.is like..so many assignments and worksheets, and summore all from the subjects i'm super bad at..OMG SOMEONE HELP ME LA...its like jus the first week of formal lessons and the homework are piling in alrd..can u imagine the wrokload we'll have when the next few weeks come? adding on is the cca PT and like..so tiring, den tournament coming..stressing everybody to have bad mood, den is like..WA I WANNA DIE! YES I REALLY DO..

thirdly, WHY IS THERE A GEOG PRESENTATION? and why is it supposed to be ahnded up by monday? why is it so damn troublesome? why is it so complicated? "tell me! why you have to go and make things so complicated" its like..i dun even undertsnd wat the teacher is trying to get us t do la..and also..LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF HMWORKW we have firs before u set the dateline can? today's friday den u bring us to com lab to do like wat..last minute work? den sya need e grps to meet up over the weekend..u think we dun hav flag day? you think we dun have assignments? you think we no need slp ah? as mr gan said: saturdays are meant for students to do homework, where else the teachers slack and rest for 2 whole days...win liao lor..
p.s: by saying"you alkl are so slow! other grps have alrd blah blah blah and yet you're still doing this this this.."c'mon..this kinda encouragement doesn't help the pupils to work faster.

HOMEWORK FOR THE WEEKEND:
1. physics assignment 1(by mon.)
2. physics wksh 1(by mon.)
3. physics wksh 2(by mon.)
4. chemistry assignment 1(by mon.)
5. chemistry assignment 2(by next mon.)
6. mathematics assignment 1(by mon.)
7. geography presentation(by mon.)
8. chinese newspaper report thingy(by mon.)

* thats all i can rmb...i think

fourthly, when the announcement goes"girls pls proceed to the hall for assembly, and guys pls proceed to the track for assembly" the firs thing that came to my mind was ATTIRE CHECK..and i was like..oh no sure tio catch one..in the end, yup i got scolded for long fringe. the rest, socks(i managed to pull up it so high i look like a noob). nails( i cut it a few days ago except for one tiny finger but managed to hide it away). p.e shirt(tucked in NEAT and NICELY ok...)i pity those who got caught for messy hair and need pay for some pathetic pins la har..sigh..the school life...

and yet, i've so many things to do..oh man i dun wanna do!!!
"has anybody ever felt this way? has anybody been ripped apart..anybody give everything to the one they love...am i the only one left behind? am i the only one who hates goodbyes..gotta know this cant go on forever.."

and today's the most-pissed day of my life =(

2007-01-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

lalala...sry for late posting..cos i was too tired yesterday n didnt use com.

yea well nowadays homeworks started coming in..and worse still..its science homework lor..haha..physics, chemistry.oh man someone help me! haha..yesterday went to yoshinoya(harbourfront) with beryl, zhiying, wenyi,rachel,yunrou,jingyuan,and qiyuan. had our lunch there and erm took photos! haha..but i didnt put e pics here on e blog cos somehow my com got prob n couldnt open the files on my com n..yea thats why no photos to show..sry! haha..so we went and everyone ordered salmon bowl(except for jingyuan who ate chicken terriyaki)and wenyi they all were like some mad person keep taking straws from the counter jus to learn how to make straw hearts..haha..i think they took at least 14 straws bah..lol who knows..haha..but i'm glad the person didnt scold us..maybe because there wasn't really any customers so..waste a few straws also nvm larh..heeheeltr on we were taking photos of ourselves..looking into the big mirror n take pics of ourselves. finished taking n i saw the whole grp of yoshinoya ppl comin out and looks like they were celebrating someone's birthday. so wenyi went to ask and we realised it was actually one of their worker's birthday! so we sang a birthday song for her lorh..lol (and mr gan didnt want us to go harbourfront when he saw us before we left school..i mean is like at leasy we done smth good? like singing a birthday song for a workwer in yoshinoya..lol)

today was seriously boring..cos the teachers are all present..not like yesterday..free el free cl..hahaha..so good la free periods..but today all e teachers were present..so it was actually VERY boring..keep wanting to fall aslp. but cos i was asked to sit right in front of the teacher's table then of cos i cant slp la..den ltr on during assembly this mr michael tan person came and let us do some personality test..haha..n mine was ENFP..so cool lorh..alot of ppl belong to ENFP. the warm and supportive one..lol..but the weather was so humid everyone was sweating like they just finished 2.4km run lorh..haha

*i dun care wadevr he said to you..

2007-01-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

as requested from WENYI and FIONA, i'm here to update my blog.lol..hahaha..yes they asked me to update and so here i am.

well today's jean's birthday! so happy birthday to you! haha..morning assembly was super funny la..got the vicitors from chins and when this representative was making the speech he was like saying on sentence and then the whole school would clap and cheer(not really whole school la, particularly sec 4s thats all..) and this routine continues throughout his whole speech..so funny haha..after that of cos those "leading" ones were scolded larh..but after all we experienced smth new today morning..haha

and yes maths lesson learnt loads of math patterns and stuff. so during critical thinking lecture(3) that time, whatever maths number mr choy gives us 3g was able to solve every single one of them! *woots* cos he alrd taught us in lesson, although we were the ones wo figured out the solution by ourselves la..yay..so proud of 3g

a few days ago there were like at least 20 or 30 bees n my classroom. i mean its like super freaky! so many bees flying around your head while trying to focus on lessons..having the risk of being stung anytime..yea well at lest those bees helped us by giving us a 1-hr break la huh..thats not too bad.

yesterday went out with wenyi and rachel aft school to jurong point. had lunch at KFC sitting in the "romantic" seats as requested by wenyi..haha..and so we all ate zinger meals and started ossiping bout loads of stuff and ppl in school. then i went to look for songs in rachel's phone and sent her a few themes. afterwards went to buy bottle cos i lost mine that day..*sobs* haha..and rachel got a super tiny bottle..so cuteeeee! lol

today, i realised that i dunno how to make a car. haha..i mean its like i dun even noe how was it supposed to work in the first place lorh..some elstic potential energy thing. yea well thats science lesson.but seeriously i still dun see the need of why we're studying critical thinking during our lessons..i mean i dun even see any connection between critical thinking and scoring for exams..isn't it like waste of time? lol

yea well jus typed a whole page of C.R.A.P and i'm terribly sorry but really, i dun feel like blogging alrd..haha..so guess thats all..oh n i changed my blog song! heehee =)

2007-01-04T18:34:00.000+08:00

wow..think my blog's dead for weeks alrd..haha..sry la i'm lazy..lazy lazy lazy..dunno wat to update ma..so i didnt touch my blog at all..yea well..here i am la huh

sigh..*woosh* and the holidays flew past..i mean its like so damn fast larh..didnt even get to enjoy thoroughly..homework also not complete yet la(oopsy)..haha but anyway formal lessons only start 3rd week..so who cares la..haha..got into 3g..became register number 8..sigh..actually i thought my class was erm..quite "anti-social" la..got quite a few super duper a.p. ppl inside lorh..and the guys are like..gay.haha..quite a disappointment lorh..no good guys in my class..haha but nvm la..at least i made quite a few friends on the first day of school..

you gotta admit the cheer on teambuilding is totally pathetic..why? because i was the one who created it..yea well it was last minute la..u noe..mus have inspiration then can think of a good cheer mah..no inspiration how to think? so anyhow came up with one lor..
"a,b,c,d,e,f,g,
3g,3g,win,win,win,
3 grounded thats wat we're called,
we will be the best of all,
a,b,c,d,e,f,g,
3g,3g,win,win,win,"
u noe..sing it in the "abc" song tune lorh..super lame..so embarrassing la..but we had no choice..

dun really like me form teacher..transferred from hwa chong and only reached rv like..26 dec la..liddat also can be form teacher..i wonder why..got 15 guys and 17 girls in my class..haha..can u imagine? 15 gays..*woots*..hahaha...n i'm back as e treasurer again..yea well guess thats the only post that suits me la..

and my smses are like seriously overshooting..dun really noe when does the bill start counting the no. of smses i send actually..but i got a strong feeling i'm gonna exceed..die le larhs..all thanks to..heehee

and was so bored today took pics with my younger sis..let me show u..

hahaha..damn stupid..isn't it like..LOL?

2006-12-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY...right jus went to check my sec3 class..and I'M IN 3G!..oh my god..why do i have the feeling that it is a lousy class?haha..maybe because i think that whenever it is a class that i'll get in it'll be not so good la..sigh..3g..only got 4 out of the 35 bizarrians..*sobs* but do i have a choice? no..sigh..so i guess 2b's parting into so many many classes le..and although we had our class outing but i think it was a total FAILURE...

waited at harbourfront station for like..so damn long and then finally more n more ppl came..in total only got: peixian,charmaine,eileen,geraldine,kexin,hester,jhosy,me,winnie,yunrou,stella,benjamin,nanjun,
guofeng,junyi,junxiang,khinyin,wanchi turn up...haha..so few..less than half of the class lor..sigh..

yea n so we went to take shuttle bus to sentosa..and once we reached there everyone went buying bread..think the delifrance person jus made extra earnings..haha..cos everyone of us were ther to wait for dear hester..haha

took yellow line bus to palawan beach then we went to walk on this hanging bridge(supposed to be hanging high from the water but dunno why when we walked its ON the water..lol)and so walk walk walk then a few of us girls at the front decided to make the bridge shake..and so we went"one..two..three" and everyone jump together..haha..so fun..then ltr on when going back everyone was like fighting to be at the front..in the end the "super khin yin n wanchi" went jumping n jumping n flooded the bridge..so pro la..haha

then we went to the beach and we stood in the water(only until knee length la)..dunno y the girls r like "afraid of water" or wat they die die dun wan go in..de the guys were playing ball and *splash* the ball went into the sea by a wonderful kick from junyi..haha n guofeng tried to grab it but he was like 3m away from the ball even though only his head was visible from the water surface..ltr on the ball went to the side of the bridge and he went to claim it..luckily lo..(and by the way in the process of getting the ball back we disturbed an intimate couple in the water..oopsy sry!)

so we continued "standing" in the water den i was looking at the bridge there when somebody pushed me and i fell right into the water..totally wet le..ALL THANKS TO MS ANG PEI XIAN..haha..then ltr on i pulled her into the water as well..so we were both wet!until the end the ppl who were wet are: me,guofeng,peixian,eileen,hester,charmaine,wanchi,khinyin..haha..the rest all CHICKENED OUT!

then we went vivo for lunch and then the guys disappeared to dhoby for arcade..lol..its always THE GUYS who ruins our gathering..wonder wat does the arcade has that attracts them so much..lol..nvm but the girls took a pic with SANTA CLAUS and yay..we ended our outing with a huge load of fun at the playground..although i got a gigantic bump on my left leg..haha
from the left:eileen,jhosy,peixian,geri

guofeng went to grab the ball

fron the left:geri,charmaine,kexin

winnie and stella

from the left:winnie,yunrou,stella,geri,jhosy,charmaine

for those who didnt turn up the outing..nvm la..think we'll hav another one nxt yr huh..haha

2006-12-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO ONCE AGAIN..sry for posting so late la..cos i came back on 19th and on 20th my internet server broke down..sorry! haha..yesh so i went japan..tokyo and hokkaido to be exact..it was fun but super duper COLD..and yes..really COLD..talk about lower than 0 degree celcius la..haha

first day at bout 5+ i set off for the airport..cos my family's seperated into 2 flights and the earlier one was 8 i think..although mine's 11+..haha but nvm..yea n so i had loads of waiting time in the airport and i went online using the free internet service from changi aiaport..the annoying thing is it closes all ur programs once 15 mins is up..(that explains why i keep signing in and out of msn that day)haha yea well nvm.and i had my FIRST TIME on an airplane..the feeling was great..but for this holiday trip i sat on the plane 5 times..haha so fun..

went to hokkaido(sapporo) for the first 2 days..because hotel's only available on those 2 days..and so i went and there's SNOW..first time i see snow..and i was quite happy though..but the temperature was like..2.4 degree celcius..haha so so so cold..i practically jumped into the hotel cos its warm in there..haha..lol.then third day went travelling on a plane again back to tokyo..fouth day go TOKYO DISNEYLAND..and yes i bought loads of keychains there..haha..(yep include sinyee's n shibin's)fifth day went to TOKYO DISNEYSEA..*woots* and it was totally different from disneyland cos it looks like europe..haha(ltr got photo)..and also i bought some keychains there..in total i spent like 60+ sing dollars buying the keychains lor..simply becos one cost like at least 6 bucks..some's 10+..haha(i'm mad)and then sixth day i went to some mountain..forgot wat its called..and then took a long train ride..(practucally the whole day i was stuck in the train la)

i noticed lots of stuff bout japanese ladies..firstly, they dun go out unless they wear makeup. secondly, BOOTS are the "in" thing now in japan..so all of them were wearing boots. thirdly, they can bear the coldness jus for style..its like they're wearing shorts and mini skirts in winter! amazing...fourth, japanese walk damn fast la..its like a 3-inch high boots lor..and they can walk double of my usual walking speed..even on the slippery snow..wow..no wonder they're all so slim..fifth, very few of them have cars..they always take public transport like the JR TRAIN..(did i mention that their train tickets are super ex too?)haha..lastly, japanese DONT EAT CHILLI..can u imagine how hard was it for me to survive?lol

this holiday..my FIRST TIME on the plane,FIRST TIME i see snow,FIRST TIME i ever been further than going malaysia,FIRST TIME i go disneyland and disneysea,FIRST TIME i could stay alive without esting chilli for one whole week..FIRST TIME i eat a bowl of noodles that costs like 8 sing dollars..and lots lots more FIRST TIMES but i dun rmb le..heehee

and now..its PICTURES TIME!
lol look at my elder sis..haha

i saw sunrise from above the clouds in the plane..

snow at hokkaido

disneyland castle!

disneysea!

mermaid's lagoon

see? disneysea looks like europe

my dear little brother..

my siblings!

haha..sry hor..so little pics only..although i took like 100+ but cos the internet will be v slow if i post too much pics on it..maybe i shall jus change the pics again some other day..

cheerios!

2006-12-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

today was another training day..super duper SIAN..doing back sm same old stuff..like lian kai qiu..la qiu..all those stuff..sigh..really very sian with those action le..but no choice..practice makes perfect! haha..hmm today jiao lian say i learn things very fast(yay) and i got the thinking and knows how to pkay ball correctly(yay)..BUT..he say my body very stiff..thats why always cannot play as well as the others(boo..lol) haha..and i guess thats the reason i'm still staying as a reserve bah..well i have no choice but to continue training hard hard HARD loh..haha..thanks to SINYEE and she keeps asking me to "train hard..then next time u'll sure get a chance to play n not as a reserve"..thats why i train very hard..and learn lots..i mean LOADS of stuff these few trainings..yay..thanks sinyee!

hmm..i realise i have no appetite in the mornings..especially today morning..i took a whole of 10 mins to finish one slice of bread..haha i pro..and so after training very hungry. me and sinyee wanted to ask the juniors along to eat together..but the juniors spoil mood lorh..say got GARDENING..like for goodness sake la..gardening..haha..see la..juniors always disappoint us

eating with sinyee and we started talking bout pri sch stuff..i was thinking that i changed alot from "me" in pri sch to the "me" now in sec sch..and its really a great change..b'cos in pri sch i'm always the "nerd-type"..(when i say nerd i mean really nerd) haha..and sinyee told me smth which was very true..las time in sch all we do is listen to teachers and do stuff they say..study well,get good grades and alls a wonderful world..but now, in sec sch, we're always in a very complicated sch life..we bother bout branded stuff..going out shopping, class bonding(AND 2B'06 BONDS THE BEST!!!),steading, and lots of other stuff..sec ones(some) becomes despo and steads in sch..(even though there might be age differences huh) and we all realise that our results(mostly) drops tremendously..as compared to pri sch results lah..haha..isn't that very true? its quite well proven that once students go sec sch they change..alot alot..at least most of us do..i guess..hmm..

and audition's cool..haha..learnt to play some one two party thing..lol..but i'm still stuck at pathetic level 5 huh..mm nvm..since i only play audition during free time..haha..but its quite a nice game..

yea well guess thats all i can post today.heehee..byes!

2006-12-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY NEW PHONE..I GOT MY NEW PHONE..*WOOTS*..yayness..finally got rid of that stinky old laggy lousy 2-yr old phone..haha..and now comes a new phone..sony erricson 850i walkman phone..yay..haha..luv that phone man..i bought WHITE and my sis bought BLACK..twin-phones! so interesting..(k i'm being lame here)

yea well that phone was bought at a promotion so its kinda cheap..and its because i signed new line at singtel..SO PPL TAKE NOTE:my old number(90037497) will only be available till 19/12..my new number is: 97586586..ok? pls make amendments..

at first stated in the newspaper say got robbie williams content pre-loaded inside de lor..budden i realise cos my phone is the newer batch one den dun hav liao*sobs* i only got the robbie williams t-shirt..haha..maybe i could wear it for sleeping? lol..

and um sry that i didnt update much during the hols cos i dunno wat to write in my post..haha..

BIG BIG THANK YOU to my parents for buying me e phone..haha..

2006-11-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! *woots* finally turned 14..u noe..14! haha..i received lots ah presents..mus thank these ppl:

1.daddy: for giving me a BIG ang-bao

2.mummy: for giving me a delicious birthday cake

3.sista: for giving me a billabong wallet that costs $30
4.1st aunt: for giving me a b.u.m shirt

5.2nd aunt: for giving me 3 pairs of earrings

6.younger sista: for giving me a nice little hand-made card

7.little bro: for trying hard to write nicely in a little birthday card

8.ah-yuan(my cousin): for giving me a nicely made card

9.sinyee: for giving me JESSE MCCARTNEY'S ALBUM..haha

10.charmaine: for giving me a wallet

yay..also special thanks to: SINYEE,SHIBIN,STELLA,CARMEN,PEIQI,ZHIXUAN for spending my birthday with me at marina square in the afternoon..totally enjoyed myself..haha..and the pizzas..wont forget the very nice and polite waitress there named "may"..haha..you guys are the best seniors i could have..and sinyee is the nicest friend! yay

last but not least, thanks to these peeps who wished me "happy birthday",before my birthday or right on the dot at 12am or on my birthday itself..haha..and they are:

daddy.mummy.old sista.sista.1st aunt.2nd aunt.grandma.little bro.

sinyee.kailin.chuinhaow.junyi.qinhui.shibin.khinyin.spencer.eileen.matthias.dixon.

geraldine.jhosy.peixian.zhijun.peiqi.stella.kenny.junjie.jasmine.szefan.carmen.zhi xuan.eileen(chong).junhao.kwan ling.yankae.kexin.isabell.yanran.and many many more whom i cant really rmb..sry if i missed you out..(do drop me a tag n let me noe if i really did missed)

I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY!!!

2006-11-17T12:52:00.000+08:00

right..i dunno wat to blog but ppl keep asking me update so..i update lor..

hmm..this week didnt kinda go well..i got SICK..and yes..real sick with a fever of 38.8 degrees celcius...didnt recover till the next day..and well..u noe my mum..she always use "scolding" as "caring" when you're sick..so i got "scolded"..and the scolding continues for a few days..because i havent recover..

i was real angry you noe..when i got scolded and stuff..having serious headaches and i hafta sweep the floor, go downstairs repeatedly, pack my brother's toys..etc etc..things that made my headache got worst la..so i was very angry..and also today, i got a serious scolding..saying i'm lazy, lousy, not hardworking, always nv obey my mum, everytime takes her words as er bian feng, didnt respond when she called for me, keep sms-ing, keep sitting infront of e computer, keep watching tv, nv clean up the living, nv wipe cupboards n tv, nv wash bags, nv wash socks..blah blah blah whole load of stuff..den when i kept quiet she scolded and said i always ren qi tun sheng, well the reason's simply because i once responded and voiced out my opinion..in the end it still ends up me being scolded..MORE..including daddy's n sister's "reprimands"..that's why this time i dont want to reply..instead i cried..(well no one could control tears wat..) and she would go "everytime i scold you you cry.." sigh..den when she was nagging i stood and waited for her to finish because jus in case she says i dun wanna listen to her words..in the end she was like"why're you still standing there? waiting for me to finish har.." den she continued..sigh..parents..wat can i do to please her?

smtimes they can jus fight over A BOWL OF RICE..yes a bowl of rice..and the rest of the night they would leng zhan..(cold war)..and of cos the children are the ones who suffer more..because once you made a tiny mistake, thats it..the "scolding" comes..so i decided to jus stay in my room..in the end i got scolded for always hiding in the room and sitting at my desk, not helping do housework..

yea well..dunno how to end la huh..haha..jus trying to vent my anger here..overall, i'm jus..TROUBLED

2006-11-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

MY WEIRD DREAM..its really weird..cos it has been repeating itself for dunno how many times over a few years alrd..i havent been dreaming bout it since like..half a year ago..and now its back again..the day before yesterday..*sigh* weird huh? the dream repeats..in exactly the same way except that the ppl that appears are different..and also..it ends at the exact same spot where i wanted to find out wats inside that door..and it always ends jus when i was about to open it..its jus..not fair..the dream repeats itself again and again over the years..but wat does it really mean? i dunno..do you have this kinda experience before too?i really cant figure it out..

this is how the process of e dream goes...

its after school(i suppose) but everywhere i look around is not somewhere i see before..the school's different, the neighbourhood is different..everywhere seems so unfamiliar..but somehow me and a few friends walks on like we've known that place for years alrd..and so we walk on..laughing and chatting on the way..when suddenly, somehow, we stopped at this basement carpark..this basement carpark is the same like any other we would have seen in normal life..the only weird thing is that there isn't even a car in sight but there were lots of ppl around..somehow i know neither of them and it seems like they couldnt see us(or jus me) at all..we didnt bother much about them too..and we continue walking towards a very different part of the carpark..because this part have no car, no ppl, nothing..but there's red and green light around..

we continue walking..there's a staircase..its jus an odinary staircase..the weird thing is because normally in carpark the staircase will be in a lobby or smth..this one's jus there..not even hidden behind a wall or anything..suddenly someone said" no! we mus wait..they'll see us" i dun understand wat we're looking for..or avoiding from..but i still treat it as a normal..(dunno why)..so one by one..each of us crept up the staircase and we walked into a weird place..this place is weird because it is jus..circular..no edges at the walls..its jus a circular shape and in the middle its hollow(and i didnt look down at it)..den suddenly, someone said again"stick to the walls..they're at the bottom" and so we crept slowly walking the "crab-like way" and managed to reach the end, where there's a door..suddenly there was a triumph feeling in me and i thought"finally! we reached!"..jus as we were about to open the door,jus as i was going to reach for the knob, my eyes opened, i woke up..

the dream always ends like this! why? i dunno..i cant understand my dream at all..when i woke up n thought about it, i couldnt remember the details at all..only until yesterday night before i went to sleep everything seems to *poof* and flashes in my mind..this sounds creepy..i noe..haha..but i thought it might be very interesting and so i'm posting it here..i've alot of encounters with strange dreams and this is only one of them..maybe the dream's jus some lame shit thing..i dunno..but i jus dream of it..haha..

2006-11-01T16:44:00.000+08:00

sry for late posting..was at 2b chalet..probably 2b's LAST chalet..*sobs*..these few days, i finally understood the meaning of sadness..the feeling of sadness..because i really cant bear to see, to accept the fact that 2b's seperating..i know..that in one of the earlier posts i mentioned that i cant wait to leave 2b, and also cant bear my friends either..at that time when 2b's still together i thought that going to sec 3 with a new class wont affect me much..until monday(30/10)..

29/10, sunday..was a very happy day..because i've been longing for the chalet to come..and indeed it was quite a fun day..took the train from boonlay till pasir ris..an hour plus of train ride was terribly boring..anyway yep once we reached the chalet i went swimming..came back and saw my friends playing mahjong..so i learnt from them..haha..not a good thing to learn but i dun care..and yes mahjong was very fun *and easily to get addicted with*..played the whole night..till nxt morning still playing..nv sleep you noe..

30/10,monday..some ppl have to leave..somehow when ppl start crying the person consoling will start to cry too..so one by one everyone cries and we ended up *mass-crying*..sobs..suddenly i started crying..dunno why..and its like..waa..feeling damn terrible liao la..den still have to go for photo taking..how to smile? sian..everyone was feeling terrible after some of us left..so the atmosphere became very quiet..nxt morning woke up everybody left..and thats the end of 2b's journey for 2 yrs..

arrgh i'll really really REALLY miss 2b de ok..jus too bad that the evil teachers have to make us seperate in sec 3..jus when the class is bonded it has to break up again..torture you noe..but nvm..i guess i'll jus have to accept the fact..love all 1'2 Bizarre'be-tsar 05'06 ppl..really love ya lots..miss you guys

2006-10-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

hellos again..haha..today's the LAST DAY OF 2006 SCHOOL YEAR..*woots*haha..but i dunno whether or not i should feel happy or sad. HAPPY becos i can sleep until as late as i want, no need to face the teachers, no need to stand under the sun every morning for morn assembly, no need go for long and boring assemblies in the "oven-like" hall, no more worms in our canteen food, no more long lectures by principals or teachers..etc. etc...isn't it like..WONDERFUL?especially after today's half-an-hour "goodbye lecture" by our principal..wow..almost vomited..haha. but on the other hand, i feel SAD because its the last day whereby the whole of 2b'06 can be together..we're all seperated in year3..no more bizarre acts, no more best cheering class, no more "mass sleeping" to drag lessons, no more strong act of perserverance in inter-class competitions, no more 2b..i'll really miss 2b..cos i love 2b really loads..in fact i guess the best class i wpuld have ever been in..its like..waa..i love everyone from register #1 till 35..haha..will miss 2b'06 cos u guys rocks!

yea well..anyway yesterday was like my worst day ever i guess..firstly, i broke my glasses (cos it went flying from the 3rd storey to the 1st). next, i came down with fever at night (cos i was walking in the heavy rain). but i sure did enjoyed rita's party..the food was good..also i must thank charmaine for inviting me to her birthday um..lunch at suntec on tues. and letting me be one of them to "drag" her to jp to pierce her ears..*ouch* haha

somehow i dun understand why parents are against msn, blog, sms n anything related to using computer other than homework la..is like..i dun find anything wrong. well for me, my parents HATE it when they see me using the com and online on msn and chatting..i'll get scolded lor..den after one hour i have to go off by hook or by crook..fine..i dun go online..but i sms and i get scolded too..its like..why? i dun understand..i nv exceed the no. of free smses..and anyway i was out, shopping! why cant i sms? actualy i dun think that by smsing, it makes me become a quiet person. when show my results, they say is because i always chat online and keep smsing..(like that has got anything to do with failing chinese compo). my dad thinks that those ppl whom i chat with online are "lousy friends". by going online he says i'm influenced by my friends. by smsing he says i'm becoming more and more quiet and dun talk to others. like..LOL? sigh..

anyway, once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY to rita, charmaine and eileen whose register# are in order from 2-4..haha..wad a coincidence..and wish 2b all the best in the future..hope i can get into a class with most of our bizarrians..love ya lots!

2006-10-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

once again i say "hi". it has been a very depressing week due to my results. can u believe i failed terribly for chinese compo!? this proves that my chinses is not good ok..c'mon la it's 39/90..dont even think about telling me its quite ok..because it is not!!! yea well..told my mum..got scolded. sort of used to it.but really..now i know jus how lousy i am.

a few days ago through a conversation with my friend i thought through and realise how complicated my class is..every single one of us is complicated..be it behavior, characteristics, way of expressing etc..all are complicated.some ppl has hidden meanings behind their words or the text that they type out..only people who understands can realise how shocking the truth is. some ppl dont mean wat they say..although they sound very convincing. sometimes when you talk to the person, instead of listening carefully to every single word, why not look at the person's eyes and you will know whether it is true or not.smiles may look common over some ppl's faces..but there are times when the person isn't even smiling..but pretending to..to put it in a harsh way, its called "faking". after asking a few guys in my class, i realise they are all despo(yes THAT kind of despo).haha..somehow they admit themselves that they are despo..so interesting..go down the register list and i thought that..yea well its true that almost all are despo. girls in my class are very special..because alot of times they do not mean what they say..ALOT of times..even promises are not true anymore..although there's only 4 days left in which the class can stay together, somehow i found out alot by observations these few days. i cant wait to leave this class and get out of this complicated world, but yet i cant bear to do so either..haha..self-contradicting..but i guess i know that i dont really want to leave this class.

today was learning fest and art fest. learning fest wasn't a total success but at least we managed to produce something during last minute hard work. i dun really noe the process of how my class decorate the room cos..i was late for school..hee woke up at 7.30 you noe..really sry la huh. wasted alot of newspaper for this learning fest..haha..cant imagine the amount of litter we produced..really pity the person who was on bin-duty today. arts fest was..not really enjoyable. some of them sang..terribly out-of-tune..haha..some sang off beat..some had very nice voices..there was this sec3 girl whom i cant remember her name..wow i really envy her voice..its like..so nice! hmm..maybe i shall take part next year too..haha..see first la huh

hmm..trying to figure out how to make my posts interesting..but somehow i cant..too bad lor..maybe next time you ppl can tell me wat i should include in my post?haha..no school tmr..going vivo city to watch deathnote..also i would like to say that gong rocks man..so NICE! "花香满园亭亭园满香花..." so funny..hee..anyway gotta go..sorry if my post isn't entertaining enough la huh..still in the process of learning..bye =]

2006-10-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

hellos once again..was not able to update the past few days cos busying with some stuff(mostly cid). after receiving all my science results, I HEREBY DECLARE THAT I SWEAR I WILL GO SCIENCE TUITION NEXT YEAR. because my science results are PATHETIC! failed physics, barely passed chemistry..overall= 50/100..on-the-dot pass can..super duper pathetic. therefore i decided to go science tuition..if not i'll die. i've been failing almost all physics test since sec one and there hasn't been much improvement..i dont noe why! very fed up..*sigh* dont even noe how to tell my parents..sure get scolded until very cham..too bad lo

as for other subjects, i got 60 plus for maths, 50 something for hist, therefore maths + hist + science= worst subjects i ever learnt. as for chinese..quite happy with what i've got--93.5/110..yay..finally something pleasing to the eye..although i think i'll fail cl paper 1 cos i think i wrote out of point..*gosh* that'll pull down my overall alot..oh no..i'm destined to fail you noe..really..

2 days ago class 2b decided to go for audition for arts fest..haha..we were sort of singing and practising last minute outside the music rm and we thought we were all prepared..anyway its jus singing..but when we actually stood out there to sing for everyone, oopsy it was um..not very good..or should i say..it was DISASTROUS..to be frank..we sort of went out there to disgrace ourselves..but..yea well nvm..anyway even if we did disgrace ourselves we did it together as a class! at least there's signs of class bond huh..heeheex..it turned out that we didnt get in the audition, which was 99.9% expected. but it was ok la..at least we enjoyed ourselves eh? haha..

i'm sort of troubled by what to choose for subject combination nxt year..reason simply because i'm not good at any subjects! according to um..what i've heard from ppl, it is quite important to take physics in sec 3..i guess..so i'm supposed to take physics and i think i'll prefer chemistry to biology..so i'll take chemistry..i like history..and the other "arts" subject i still could not decide..thinking of taking bio-med for elective subject..dunno larhs..in conclusion, so far subjects i decided to take up are physics+chemistry+hist+bio-med elective....actually, this decision is jus pure thinking of my own..so i may even choose completely different subjects in the end..haha..you nv noe..kind to share with me wat you ppl are taking for subject combi? so that i'll be able to take other subjects into consideration..heex..byes for now!

2006-10-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO once again..haha..hmm..think its the fifth day i've totally neglected that him..yay..simply b'cos i'm still super duper angry(i believe some ppl noe why). i'm here to post because of special request by leen..haha..see? i'm a good person.

anyway..today was like the worst day ever. firstly, bout my hair. i'm having extremely disastrous hair now cos i cut it short! my mum keep saying its a wate..cos las time my hair was long and straight and nice..ya watever..now she's making me regret cutting it..but i cant do anythin..cant join it back wat..*sigh*..so ppl u'll see me on monday and..dun be too shock.cos the ponytail is like half of the length of my original length..can u imagine that?and summore its going all frizzy..the above description= gone case! sigh..i guess i have to live with it until it grows long...

the second thing that made it the worst day today was..i mean is..the haze! aw-man is like..stinking everywhere. i went to jurong point jus now..and when i was at the bus interchange waiting for bus, i looked around and somehow it looks like genting..all blur blur everywhere..haha..cant even see a building properly.my mum was complaining all the way through the journey home about how stinky the air is..like i can do anythin bout it? PSI is like..150 now..quite serious you noe..u nv noe..maybe a few days later u see evryone wearing face masks..haha..so funny.i think the elctricity use in s'pore is going to increase..cos everyone will be switching on the air-con at home for more pleasant air..haha..jus like over-flooding shopping malls..

anyway a friend of mine sent me a poem through sms and i find it quite nice..it goes like this: "midnight dreams in summer days, the hazel eyes the crimson gaze. to hold aloft which fairytales, to right the wrongs nill winter's pace."it sounds very nice..although i dun understand wad it means..heehee

so now i've finished watever i want to say bout today..tmr's going to be better*i hope* and its a sunday! another weekend..so i'm gonna sleep late and wake late too..haha..thats crap..yea well..see ya..byes! :D

2006-10-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

hey hey..i'm very sorry because i did'nt have time to use com..busy mugging you noe..its EOY exams..wad'u expect hmm? for a noob person like me..of cos have to mug la...hahayea well so i was reading history on sunday..and it was so boring until i read read and found myself face down on the table--sleeping..haha..so now you see how boring history is..anyway yesterday i didnt even understand how to answer first qn of hist la"why was this portrait published and distributed to the russians in the early 1900s?" like who will noe la..not even given in the notes..thats was for hist.today science..waa i'm gonna fail it..pretty sure i will..mugged and memorised until so hard..in the end when i looked at the physics paper *poof* mind went blank.ta-da..i'm gonna fail it..i know i will and dont even try to an(1) wei(4) wo(3) cos its a fact..hahaxi'm alone at home..listening to songs and referencing sinyee's blog..when tmr is maths paper..haha i'm gonna fail that too you noe.anyway tmr is my younger sister(yeexien's) birthday..so HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her..haha..heex i think thats for all..i'll be posting asap aft EOY kayys..so um..byes!heehee :D

2006-09-25T17:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO! haha..yepps finally got the time to post again..past few days quite difficult to find time..i was in m'sia for e weekends.and um..thurs and fri were..terrible days for me.those two days, i was in very low moods..simply because i kept getting scolded at night..continuously for both days..can you believe that? adding on to the stress for EOYs and CID projects, i felt so terrible that i burst out crying during both nights..woke up with swollen eyes the following day..haha(yea well but it isnt noticable).but today's different!today i'm in good mood and was practically smiling throughout the day(i suppose you ppl can see)haha..so i decided to post today.
another monday..but i had the most interesting lang arts lesson.because the relief teacher was..sort of funny and we kept laughing..or maybe it was jus contagious laughter from yingting..haha..so i was lauging alot during the lesson and the teacher was like"what is so funny?"haha..we're evil ppl..the 2A ppl kept crowding outside our class to look at the little jus hatched for a few hours birds..really very cute..haha.that reminds me..congratulations to those lucky winners from the draw who will be going to the SO fun mid-autumn festival celebration huh..haha..whoa junxiang..one-man show..haha..once again..i'll try to post as often as possible..byes! =]

2006-09-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hey hey..see..i have a blog!! finally..haha.how did i get a blog? all thanks to sinyee:) mus really thank her alot alot..hmm think i may not post everyday but i try to post as often as i can and try not to let my blog rot la..nowadays very tired.cos lack of sleep and overworked. sigh but wat can i do? no choice but to accept my fate la huh..today's assembly RAWKS!!!because the djs of power 98.7 came and um..sort of entertain us..but it was very VERY fun.for once the school figured out the correct type of assembly programme for us.really..its like watching ppl do indian dance and looking at chinese opera or some 100 over slides of ppt doesnt really help us.anyway daniel ong and young came and entertained us alot..thats why i said it rawks ma..haha. daniel said that ltr on during 4pm-8pm if young says "river valley high" and we call in, we get free tickets to s'pore idol final! very tempting eh? so me and sinyee and josephine went to the library to revise and tuned in.alot of "river valley road","river valley university","river valley low","throw you down the river valley"..this kinda stuff keep coming out of the djs mouth..made us almost called in..haha. ltr on he said"river valley highway" and i realised we're supposed to call in but it was taken by a girl name celine(or at least that was wat i think it is).and she won not 2 but 4 tickets ok..so unfair..but yeah well..dun have den too bad lor..haha.tmr paper 1 test!!need memorise format of writing..sigh..hope this week will get over soon:(